In the name of Allah, the Most Gracious, the Most Merciful.

For believers are those who, when Allah is mentioned, they feel a tremor In their hearts, and when they hear His Signs rehearsed, find their faith strengthened, and put (all) their trust In their Lord.
Quran; Al-Anfal, Ayat 2.

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Mohd Khairul Fadzli Abdullah,
IIUM, Gombak.
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salam,..after all..thanks

Dear A,

Hopefully while I am posting this blog, you're in a very good condition.

Well,

I just want to express my heart feeling. Neither to you nor to anybody else. Just want to say something about my feeling right now.

Hm,

For the first time I ask you a favor how to get a job at HQ (now I am working at Maybank), you did help me something surpassed my expectation, beyond my normal prediction....you are not even help me telling just like others but u provide me the link to get through it directly...wow, very astonishing indeed.

Then from that time, I try to get to know more about u...

I asked ur contact number and again u told me that ur number is only for me...what a surprised...that moment I was thinking I was a lucky man...I am so happy. my mood to work that day is double and even triple...

Ur kindness and the way you treat me makes me really want to get to know more about u...

and honestly I want to get closer to u...yeah, of course we should start as a friend...

but, as time goes by, I see a difference...

a difference coming from you... I wonder WHY? What is wrong with me... I just wanna be a friend with u..thats all...if not, at least...

I tried not to think negative... but who am I to be like that? I am not a perfect guy...

you know, something is "unpredictable" happened...

confused, frustrated and agitated...

completely out of my expectation at all..

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Dear A,

First time I tried to call u, you said, you're not pleasant to talk to me...oh gosh...I don't want to be such a bothersome, troublesome or burden to you & anybody else...but just be rileks...maybe you need more time...but the word 'unpleasant" I kept tight in my mind.

Second time I tried to chat with u using IM (after u refused to talk to me), u said your brother is using PC...then it's okay...I can accept it..I keep waiting that night...then, after a sudden, u sms me said that you had a discussion with your brother...very serious matter perhaps I thought....yeah probably a full night discussion...... no word of sorry I heard or got from you.. am I worthless to u? Oh God, please....NO

It's still okay for me...but that time honestly speaking I told you, my feeling starting to fade away towards you....

and for the third time (last time indeed), whenever I tried to ask u to go out this weekend (just wanna see ur respond) and as expected, again u said u already have a plan this weekend...

I don't know whether this is true or just a created reason...but...the reason just like many others (as being told from my experienced friend he said "" besanya kalau p'puan tu bg alasan mcmtu mmg dia dah ada @ xsuka kat ko)....almaklumlah kita ni xbiasa...so kena consult lah org yg berpengalaman....such an unlucky I am.

but, I am still be cool...pretend to be positive...

because, I don't simply want to jump to conclusion just like that... I've tried...

but, obviously I HAD failed... (I can't use the word have anymore...)

perhaps, you're so expensive for people like me..

I cannot bear to afford you..

yeah, like other normal guy out there, I like the expensive girl...but not too expensive.

but you are so expensive to me..


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Then,

After mulling it again and again...

I think

I should not bother you anymore... maybe I am not suit to you...

I don't want to be such a troublesome, bothersome to you...

Be pleasant as you wanna be as before...

Because, I am truly unpleasant man to you....

Thanks a lot..

Bye A.



0241, May 20, 2010.

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Creative sungguh idea ni...



Salam sejahtera dan selamat malam,

Kat sini ak saja nak kongsikan satu benda dgn korang semua. Semalam masa tgh surfing tenet cari keje kosong, ak ada terjumpa pic lawak dalam satu website ni (tp lupa nak copy address website tu). Sekali tgk gambar ni mmg nampak macam real, tp sebenarnya cuma blanket tido je. Hehe mmg lawak btol.. Ni kalau tersilap hari bulan ak rasa boleh terkena tembak kalau bawa masuk hutan camping kat sana., xpun boleh kena baham kat beruang betul ni. Hmm, manusia ni kekadang kan terlalu creative. Tp apapun mmg ak salute la kat org yg produce idea ni. He, mcm2la zaman sekarang ni kan. Cuba korang semua tgok pic...


























Hehe, bijak sungguh kan idea ni. Kalau ada jual kat malaysia ni mmg confirm ak nak beli...tp hrp2la xdpt bala dah lah...huhu.


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