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ALLAHUMMA SALLI'ALA SAIYIDINA MUHAMMAD
SOLA-TAN TU'AS SI-'UBI HA ALAIY-NAL AR-ZAQ
WA TU HASSINU BIHAA, LA-NAL AKHLAQ
WA'ALA ALIYHI WASSOHBIHI WASSALLIM...

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WAHAI ALLAH RAHMATI, DAN KURNIAKANLAH
KESEJAHTERAAN ATAS MUHAMMAD RASULULLAH
DAN SELAWAT YANG DAPAT
MELAPANGKAN REZEKI KAMI, DAN MENJADIKAN BAIKNYA
AKHLAK KAMI

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Andainya dapat kuulang semula ~ suatu zaman yang bernama remaja, ~ akan terpelihara segala milikku ~ hanya buatmu...~ Lautan mana yang tidak bergelombang, ~ bumi yang mana tidak ditimpa hujan, ~ Aku sepertimu ada waktu diburu, ~ oleh dosa-dosa masa yang lalu...~ Diriku mawar pudar warna, ~ tiada lagi yang istimewa, ~ Dapat dipersembahkan, ~ menjadi satu lambang sucinya percintaan, ~ Usah lagi kita persoalkan, ~ keterlanjuran di masa nan silam, ~ Kusedia terima dirimu seadanya. ~ kita insan biasa...


Thursday, June 06, 2011. 1759.
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assalamualaikum w.b.t


~ good afternoon and hello all, it just a scribing for my another monotony weekend..~


I don't know how to start or what should the first word I have to write down..but I know something that I really mean it..especially for someone who just remove my name from her FB list last night..just because of simple thing..huhu..~ it just show me how easily to break the relationship..

Well, there comes a point when you just love someone not because they’re good, or bad, or anything really...you just love them. It doesn’t mean you’ll be together forever and it also doesn't mean you and him/ her won’t hurt each other. It just mean you love them. Sometimes in spite of who they are, and sometimes because of who they are. And you know that they love you, sometimes because of who you are, and sometimes in spite of it. ~~

Then what does the meaning of friendship? Well, a brief definition of friendship. ~ friendship isn't always easily being described.. ~ friends are special people. We can't pick our family, and we're sorely limited in the number of them at any rate. Society and mores (and often our own conscience) dictate we select a single mate. But our friends can be as diverse and infinite as the objectives we choose. Our friends, in a very real sense, reflect the choices we make in our life.

p/s: dear, if you think our friendship doest meant anything to you, then what else can I say. But thank you for all the inspiration and motivation you have given to me since our friendship.. Last, I always pray you will success in your future undertakings. Goodbye.



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~ assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera ~

selamat pagi semua,

semoga kalian diluar sana tu sihat-sihat selalu hendaknya lah kan...

hari ni ak xkeje..oh bestnya...besanya hari ahad pn kena keje gak tp harini alhamdulillah dpt cuti..huhu.. well, so far xde ap2 plan lg nk dibuat hari ni..maybe just tido memanjang jelah kot..

ni ak nk share skit dgn korang semua ttg satu lagu..ntah knp sejak akhir2 ni ak suka sangat layan lagu ni..ak pun xsure knp tp yg pasti asyik duk ulang dgr jek..huhu..kpd korang yg nk layan gk lagu ni leh la download kat link yg ak provide ni..ni bkn direct link, so korang kena la copy and paste kat browser tenet korang tu..

http://www.4shared.com/audio/J0ZoY2dR/Headwind-Cinta_Si_Camar_Putih.htm

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Headwind...

Sendiri terbang
Di langit terbentang
Menyapa lembut
Mega yang kelabu
Kemanakah pergi
Kekasih hati
Tak terjawab pertayaan itu

Ceritanya punca
Gelombang di laut
Ke mana hilang
Janji yang kecundang
Tetapi hampa laut membisu
Kekasihnya entah ke mana

Sendiri terbang
Menyongsong siang
Sendiri sepi melihat bulan
Kata cinta tak bermakna
Sumpah puji tak berapi
Terpaku hiba menjadi sepi

Begitu sunyi
Penuh kesunyiaan
Cinta seekor camar putih
Mungkinkah kita
Juga begitu
Terus bercinta
Tanpa akhirnya.

ps:/ well ak actually nk tujukan lagu ni pd seseorang tp biarlah ak rahsiakan namanya..


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Hello World?

Good morning. My name is mkfadzli. I come from Malaysia.

Today I just created another blog using wordpress. Well, I still use tagline of mkfadzli for my new blog. You can check it out by typing this address, www.mkfadzli.wordpress.com.. Its still new and there is a lot of things that I need to add..but maybe later..

~ very nice platform for those out there who wanna start blogging.

and yes, it's absolutely free and I bet you'd love it..


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Sedihnya hati ini.....

Di saat aku mencuba untuk memberikan hati ini untukmu,
Di saat aku belajar menerima dirimu seadanya,
Di saat aku mulai memberikan kepercayaan kepadamu...

Namun harus kusedari kini,
Dikau sudahpun menjadi tunangan orang,
Apalah lagi yang mampu kuharapkan padamu,

Aku redha serta pasrah,
Dengan ketentuan Ilahi,
Yang dikau bukan tercipta untukku,
Doaku semoga dikau berbahagia bersamanya.

My dear friends,

After awhile, here I come again. This time I wanna write something different. Something unusual. I want to talk about eyes.

I don't know what exactly trigger me to write about this topic. Maybe it sound boring and not very interesting for most of us but wait.. We don't know yet until we figure it out.

Well, it's all about my life. The gift that Allah gave me is my eyes. Since the heart can see what the eyes do not, I see people with great love, sometimes tough love. I see the greatness in people that they long ago stopped dreaming about. I see people's hearts. But I am not really sure whether I can go through with all of these or not at all huh. Well, the best thing is just pray to Allah right? Of course, He is the absolute Al-Mighty.

Sometimes, I don't even understand wt. my life. Looks normal but erratic. Complicated. Huhu..


Dec 24, 2010. Wednesday. 2017.

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It's a human sign
When things go wrong
When the scent of her lingers
And temptation's strong
Into the boundary
Of each married man
Sweet deceit comes calling
And negativity lands
Cold cold heart
Hard done by you
Some things look better baby
Just passing through

And it's no sacrifice
Just a simple word
It's two hearts living
In two separate worlds

But it's no sacrifice
No sacrifice
It's no sacrifice at all

Mutual misunderstanding
After the fact
Sensitivity builds a prison
In the final act
We lose direction
No stone unturned
No tears to damn you
When jealousy burns


Wednesday, Oct 11, 2010. 1816.
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Dahan yang patah tiada bersambung lagi,
Hatiku pasrah dalam mencari mimpi yg indah,
Getar hatiku serta kepayahanku dalam mengungkapkannya,
Hanya kau saja sudi memahaminya,
Lantas setiaku kini hanya satu,

...Dan kasihku bukanlah beribu...

Biar bercerai badan... jasad atau pun nyawa...

Aku tetap kan setia ♥ ♥ ♥



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Hanya Satu Persinggahan


Di sini kasih pernah berbunga
Tiada harum tiada warna
Di sini cinta pernah membara
Tanpa bahang dan tanpa apinya
Begini yang ku rasa
Hidup kita berdua

Di sini langit mendung selalu
Tiada cahaya menyinariku
Di sini aku tiada berdaya
Mengikut kata tanpa bicara
Kerana engkau tahu
Aku tidak sepadan denganmu

Hubungan kita suatu persinggahan
Bukan pengabadian yang rela
Pemergianku oh kerana terpaksa
Demi hidup yang lebih sempurna
Anggaplah kehadiranku
Hanya satu persinggahan
Aku tidak menjanjikan
Mahligai impian
Sebagaimana kau harapkan

Biarlah jauh dari pandangan
Daripada dekat penuh seksa
Biar berduka biar melara
Dari sengketa sepanjang masa
Janganlah engkau harapkan
Ku menghambakan diri

Nanti kau tahu ertinya sepi
Bagaikan pisau menghiris api
Nanti kau tahu ertinya rindu
Bagai tertusuk duri sembilu
Batin akan tersiksa
Jasad pasti merana


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Salam sejahtera,

Hi, selamat bertemu kembali di ruangan ini setelah agak lama menyepi dari dunia blogging. Bukan niat utk berhenti jauh sekali utk bersara, cuma ruang waktu yg agak terbatas oleh dek kesibukan lambakan kerja yg kian bertambah...

Hari ni 03 November 2010. Sedar atau tidak, terasa cepatnya masa berlalu. Pejam celik pejam celik dah 11 bulan sy berada kat sini. 11 bulan kat sini bermakna da 13 bulan la saya meninggalkan Boustead Naval Shipyard kat Lumut, Perak. Sepanjang tempoh itu terlalu byk kenangan serta memori suka duka yg terakam dalam memori ini. Happy moments, sad moments, bitter moments... Ah, indahnya kehidupan ini. Sukar utk digambarkan dgn kata2. Ya, warna warni kehidupan ini terlalu sukar utk diungkapkan.

Kalau mula-mula datang sini dulu, saya tidak terlalu sibuk, malah selalu bosan pula. Hari-hari rasa ingin pulang ke pangkuan mak ayah saja. Setiap masa rasa ingin lebih untuk keluarga. Tapi lepas hampir setahun, saya mulakan entri dengan sibuk. Sibuk yg datang dgn sendiri dan juga sibuk yg dicari2. Ya, saya sudah ada perkara di sini untuk memadam bosan yang selalu melanda.

Sibuk tentang apa? Kerja? Mungkin ya mungkin juga tidak. Sibuk mengejar harta dan wang. Mungkin jugak sebab sy sudah mula agak serasi dgn tempat ini. Saya sudah mula untuk menyayangi tempat ini. Namun tidak bermakna saya sudah lupa akan kampung halaman. Saya masih ingat tempat saya dilahirkan dan dibesarkan. Saya mahu pulang. Kali terakhir sy pulang kira2 tiga bulan lepas. Tiga bulan di tempat orang sudah terlalu lama. Tempat jatuh lagi dikenang kan. InsyaAllah, raya haji ni sy akan pulang ke kampung...

Sekian dulu, jumpa lagi di ruangan akan datang.



0900. Wednesday, Nov 03. 2010.
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After a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul, and you learn that love doesn’t mean leaning and company doesn’t mean security, and you begin to learn that kisses aren’t contracts and presents aren’t promises, and you begin to accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open, with the grace of an adult, not the grief of a child, and you learn to build all your roads on today because tomorrow’s ground is too uncertain for plans.

After a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much. So plant your own garden and decorate your own soul, instead of waiting for someone to bring you flowers. And you learn that you really can endure… that you really are strong, and you really do have worth.

Bersabarlah, sekiranya kalian kat luar sana pun senasib jgak dgnku, huhu3...(yeah, i truly mean it)...


I write this based on my real experience and through my observation along my 27 years old I am.


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Regardless what people going to say, I am still wanna be myself with my own uniqueness of character & behavior. I don't want to change to be like someone else just to be good to the eye for certain people; entrapping in someone entity is not part of my life.

Yes, absolutely I am proud to be myself. Thanks the Almighty Allah who created me. You can take something good from other as your guideline or lesson, but is not necessarily mean you need to be like them ~ to be exactly like them. Follow their way doesn't guarantee you will success in your life, in your journey...

Frankly & honestly speaking, I am always believe, I still can success & survive with my own way. That's my philosophy of life since a decade ago. I might start a bit late but I will stay last longer. Now I am almost fully fledged with my own skill and ability to withstand whatever comes in front of me. Day by day, I am getting stronger and even more strong. There is a lot of up and down in front of us before we can success in something we do, so we always need to be persistence & perseverance in our life. 

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Just another product from Photoshop CS5. Happy weekend...

Btw, ada sape2 nk cari rakan partner utk buat biz? Ak sbnrnya tgh mencari rakan utk buat biz partner ni. Kalau ada sape2 yg tgh cari partner gk, ak dgn besar hatinya sudi menawarkan diri.., tp kena tgok dulu la jenis biz apa yg nak buat...gaji RM2k lebih xrok la nak duk sini kak bang oi...tambah2 lg kalau jenis yg xpandai nak berjimat supo ak ni...nampak gayanya kena cari bini hok pandai plan financial ni...

Okla, jumpa lagi len kali. Aku nkg Sogo jap ni,... nak usha2 baju & seluar utk wat raya nnti...dgr katanya hari ni ada sale sempena warehouse stock clearance kat sana...3 days jek, besok last day...so ada sape2 yg nkg gk, jom ar kt pakat ramai2 pergi...,

Alrite guys, jumpa korang semua kat sana nantilah...


Chaw dulu...


ps//: aduh habis lagi duit ak kali ni..dahler bulan ni saja da lebih rm2k habis utk shopping & entertainment saja...ni nakg shopping lgi ni...xhabis2 lg gn shopping...bleh nazak ak kalo lguni...


Saturday. July 17, 2010. 1007.
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Thanks God. For the long time since I was in my last semester, sometimes in July 2008, I've dreamed to have it my own one day comes and now God blessed me. After all syukur alhamdulillah... Really syukur.

Costing me RM8500 doesn't and will never makes me regret (hopefully lah). I know it might be sound crazy or absurd to some people; spending more than normal price while you can get cheaper with/ when the function is not really big deal for the time being but I do believe & always convince myself that there is something beyond my expectation & knowledge that necessitates me to have it one. Now I can play almost every single games in the market and render every single heavy loaded program that is hardly to run on a normal/ standard computer...yeah, my work is becoming more efficient & easy...

Intel Core i7, 6GB DDR3 Hi Performance of RAM, 650GB SSD, Blu Ray Disk, 1GB 5700 HD ATi Radeon Graphic Card makes mine is truly the king if not among my friends, especially one-deen...now I beat you bro...hehe...


Brilliantly & blazingly fast,

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You'll multitask applications faster and unleash incredible digital media creation. And you'll experience maximum performance for everything you do, thanks to the combination of Intel® Turbo Boost technology² and Intel® Hyper-Threading technology (Intel® HT technology)³, which maximizes performance to match your workload.


Thursday. July 15, 2010. 0229.
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1 Month Unlimited Downloading
(100Gb Hot/Direct Linking)
RM39
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6 Months Unlimited Downloading
600Gb Hot/Direct Linking
RM119
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1 Year Unlimited Downloading
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Free abundance of links to visit for downloading movies, animes, videos, songs, softwares and so on...

Interested pls e-mail to mkfadzli@ovi.com or simply SMS me at 019-3553552/017-9407750

ps:// megaupload & rapidshare will be posting soon...


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Salam sejahtera,



Pagi ini satu lagi pertemuan antara dua gergasi bola sepak dunia bakal berlaku, pertemuan untuk menjulang mahkota kejuaraan bola sepak dunia. Indeed it is a final clash for world cup 2010. Spain and the Netherlands are preparing to contest the World Cup final in Johannesburg, South Africa... the biggest game in the footballing history of both countries and this morning will explain everything. Who will be a winner. Either Spain or Netherlands, winner will be a legacy in the world cup history.

For me, kedua-dua negara mempunyai kelebihan tersendiri untuk memenangi perlawanan pagi ini. Mereka juga mempunyai penyudah berbisa yang amat digeruni. Kini mereka bertanding untuk menjadi pemilik kasut emas.

Belanda dan Sepanyol memaparkan pencapaian cemerlang dalam kejohanan terhebat ini termasuk menyingkir pasukan pilihan seperti Brazil, Argentina, Uruguay dan Jerman. Dari sejarah kedua-dua negara pernah bertemu lapan kali dan Belanda menang empat kali.

Anyway ak support Belanda kali ni and ak meramalkan Belanda akan membuat kejutan 1-0 menang malam ni. Sama2lah kt meyaksikannya lebih kurang 2 jam lg dari skang...


lambatnya rasa masa bergerak. butir mata ni rasa macam dah nak tersembol keluar da. Ngantuk sbb hari ni seharian kuar. Penat beb. Kopi pulak da kehabisan stok. Td kuar pun sengaja xbeli sbb ingatkan ada lagi. Kalau esok xkeje xpe gk...Ni xtau lagi la mcmna besok. Alahai world cup punya pasal.


Monday, July 12, 2010. 0042.
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Salam ukhuwwah fillah, apa khabar semua? smg kalian semua dlm keadaan baik dan sihat sejahtera...

Sungguh elok cuaca hari ni. Kat luar tu mentari menyinar terang benderang. Actually ak tgh kebosanan ni. Rasa bosan yg teramat. Xtau nak buat apa hari ni. Smlm dahla xtido, ni pun leh tido kejap je pastu terus tersedar. Malam ni nk kena berjaga lg...final world cup, xkan xtgok kot...benda 4 thn sekali. Badan sbnarnya masih lg penat & kelesuan, tp ntah rasa rugi kalau tido hujung2 minggu ni. Esok da nk kena keje balik. Rasa kejap je cuti. Bila la agaknya ak dpt buat keje yg ak suka...

Kalau nak kuarpn xtau nakgi mana and dgn sape...Si apih lak asyik bz dgn outstation, si adam xleh nk harap, si khalis duk jauh... lan pulak sibuk dgn awek dia... ayyo... nak ajak sape ni...ak sbnrnya xramai member kat shah alam ni...kawan2 masa belaja kat uia dulu dah meresap ntah kemana da...hampir semuanya da lost contact, kalau ada pun tinggal yg da kawin saja...tinggallah ak yg masih lg bujang ni...masa ni lah rasa sunyi. Well, nampak gayanya terpaksa ajak si kamal lagi la jwbnya. Nak ajak awek, awek pulak xde...bkn xnak cari tp sbb xdibenarkan oleh syarak...hmmm, al-fadhil ustaz al-fadzli bertazkirah...hehe...nk baca blog org pn rsa xde mood...xkan nk duk terperap dlm bilik je hujung minggu ni...arggghh..

Bleh sape2 tlg bg idea nk buat apa hujung minggu ni. Xkan nk tido je kot.

1007, Sunday, July 11, 2010.
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Salam & selamat pg,

Jam skang dah kul 5.17 pg. Berjaga sbb nk tgok bola...

Actually ak xtau nk post apa kat sini pg ni. Just nak ngarut2 je sementara masuk waktu subuh. Kalau tido confirm subuh terlepas. Sanggup bersengkang mata tanpa bantuan kopi pekat malam ni utk tgok team feveret ak, Germany main pg ni. Mmg puas hati and berbaloi gkla sbb Germany menang 3-2...padan muka Uruguay. Ak xsuka Uruguay. Ak start jd anti Uruguay ni sejak Uruguay main tipu masa lawan Ghana tempoh hari, mmg sah2 dh sorang mamak tu tahan bola dgn tgn tp ntah mcmna referee bleh xnampak, rabun kot...emo lak ak pg ni...padahal both Ghana & Uruguay xde kena mengena pun dgn ak...huhu.

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Actually ak rsa xtenang hati skang ni. Xtau knp selalu je mood swings lately. Kalau p'puan tu maybe sbb dtg period, tp kalau lelaki sbb apa ya? Maybe sbb da lama xbaca Quran kot. Niat selalu saja nak baca tp selalu xjadi...Rasa macam2 masalah dtg skang ni. Masalah dgn tmp keje la...bengang dgn sekor team leader ni...serius ak benci sgt2...berlagak. Nama je team leader, tp keje berpasukan xde langsung...koya la. Kalu tino tu bleh layan molek, tp kalu ak tnya mapuh nk jawab. Mmg ak tekad doh, tu la last ak tnya dia. Masalah dgn si H pun ada gk...boikot benar kali ni. Aku call xjwb, sms xreply... yelah pasal kes hari tu la ni. Ak saja je nk test dia. Nk tgok apa respond dia. Tp dia ingat ak tipu dia so merajuk ke apa ak xtau la skang ni... Maybe sbb xberkat kot. Mana tk, subuh loni da seminggu da xsemyg ikut waktu. Bkn xsedar. Mmg sedar dh tp berat a.k.a malas nk bangun and kalau bgn pun, just bgn utk matikan alarm saja pstu sambung tdo balik. Kritikal benar dh ak ni kan. Xleh nk dibiarkan lguni benda akan jd makin parah...

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Well, sometimes I wonder if other people around me have mood swings like mine. Sometimes, I just dislike everyone I see, especially those I see the most often. Sometimes I wonder what my life is beyond working, playing games, watching movies and eating kfc or mcd. Sometimes I wonder if the world is so screwed up in many ways because people get so bogged down by the one focus in their life, that they don't know what to do if that focus is no longer there. For instance, not knowing what to do if I don't have to work anymore. Have my identity become this focus? This profession that I am going to enter? You know guys, my dream since I was a childhood, I wanna be a professional engineer one day, but who knows...God destined everything, Qada & Qadar....yeah you're correct Sal, one of my friend, everything changes with time. Having basic background in engineering but pursuit in banking arena is something different. I dont have any choice but to take it whatever I got for the sake of my future & my survival. Luckily I am a fast learner, easy to catch up new lessons...hehe, poyo but that is a truth..:). But, you know seriously I am telling you as time goes by, my basic engineering skill will fade away/ blunt in anyway also with time. That's what I am really worry nowadays. Oh, God... tp apa2 pun ak tetap bersyukur sbb kira ak masih lagi bernasib baik kalau nak dibandingkan dgn ramai lg kat luar sana yg masih mencari2 atau tercari2 lagi pekerjaan yg sesuai sampai skang ni...

Sentimental la pulak pg2 ni...huhu. Ntahlah... Oklah, sambung len kali la pulak. Bye.



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For the third time in seven years, the world has a new richest man. His name is Jen Mc'Arthur D'Arkilili (pic) from Burundi, (one part of Africa country). He took over the world top ranking Bill Gates, founder of Microsoft Corp. by 7 trillion USD dollar. Subhanallah.

Ever wonder, what makes he so rich? According to the Forbes magazine, July 1, 2010
he just owns a hectare of banana plant in his country. Sound absurd and unbelievable isn't it? But believe me nothing is impossible in this world.

Allahu Akbar...


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Look, he wears a new spectacles. I bought for him last night at Mid Valley Megamall for his birthday...hehe. Very charming, isn't?


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Today, July 1, 2010.

Salam sejahtera,

Hari ni ak cuti. apply annual leave for 3 days semata2 nkg Lost World of Tambun, theme park yg ala2 kat sunway pyramid tu gn member2 lama masa kat cherating dulu...xsabar nak jumpa budak2 tu semua...kira kawan sekamcing la katakan, eh yeke...

lgpun ni first time ak minta cuti tahunan...yelah, badan pun nak jgk rehat...asyik keje straight hours je tiap2 hari...even hari sabtu ahad pn kena keje...first time dlm sejarah ak, keje kat sini OT pn kena paksa buat...yelah mmg dibayar tp kena paksalah...

pernah ak xdtg OT suatu ketika dulu, ingat ke xde masalah rupa2nya dtg balik keje hari isnin tu terus kena panggil masuk bilik bos...kena brainwash..siap ada interview lg...interview after come to work kalau xsilap lah masa tu...huh...tu pun ak kira bernasib baik jugaklah sbb ada member ak yg dpt dgn team leader lain siap kena bg warning letter da...fuh...sound terrible isn't it?...

Berbalik cerita ke lost world ni actually da lama kitaorg plan nkg...tp selalu saja xberkesempatan...idea asal nak bercuti kat mana2 pulau dlm semenanjung malaysia ni, tp last2 dpt idea nkg lost world, kalau korang nk tahu ni sbnarnya idea si khalis yg nak sgt ke sana...tp xkisahlah...janji dpt bercuti...semuanya dia yg uruskan, dari tempah penginapan kat sana dgn aktiviti semasa kat sana ktorg just pass kat dia je...dgrnya sewa hotel 3 hari 2 malam...tp xgtau lak hotel apa...bila ditanya katanya nk buat surprise...ah lantaklah...janji jgn spoil ak nyer annual leave ni sudahlah...

esok pg ak gerak pergi umah khalis dulu...ajis pulak dijangka sampai dlm kul 10 or 11 mcmtulah dari kuantan...pastu terus gerak ke sana...check in hotel lak kul 3ptg...

hm,, apa lagi ye...rasanya dah xde lg kot...

well, oklah dulu, setakat ni dululah update utk kali ni...

ada masa ak update lgi...

alrite ya,

bye.



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Semalam ak tertengok satu cite, hehe tertengok bkn sengaja tgok.... cite ni xdelah baru & xdelah lama sgtpun...kalau tgk production year tu tahun 2008 officially release.

Cite ni biasa je...tp ada satu babak ak rasa kisah yg terjadi kat pelakon utama tu sama macam yg aku alami... seorang anak yg agak penyayang...sanggup berkorban utk keluarga...tetiba saja air mata ak berlinangan...huhu..sentimental bro

tersentuh sungguh ak dgn plot tu...antara babak2 yg menyayat hati...terasa sgt pilu... tetiba saja teringat kat mak kat kampung...ah Tuhan, rasa nk sgt balik malam tu jugak...

yelah, semua org deserve yg terbaik utk diri sendiri tp xsemua org bernasib baik...ujian, halangan serta dugaan selalu dtg menghalangi perjalanan kita...untuk berjaya bukannya mudah...utk gagal pulak bukannya susah...hanya berkat kesabaran yg boleh memastikan kt terus survive...

Ya Allah,

Sampai bilakah segala penderitaan ini akan berakhir...

sungguh aku katakan,

ak xhepi skang ni dgn life ak skang ni...oh Tuhan

Di manakah ketenangan serta kebahagian yg kucari selama ini..


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In restless dreams I went and returned

With abundance of hopes and dreams

That never shows up

But I keep waiting and waiting

until I found a shine in the field of darkness ...


from poet: McArthur D'Artright, 1978.


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Rasa nak balik kampung..

Ya Allah andai aku diberi peluang, nak je ak balik and keje kat kg...

ntah apa2 da...td rasa nak taip blog...tp tetiba saja mati akal...xtau nak tulis apa...oklah, gudnite.


2328, Wednesday. June 30.2010.

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Salam sejahtera,


Semalam berjalan sakan dgn Mr. Kamal.

Kuar pagi dari kul 11 pagi sampai kul 12 tgh malam, dari Mid Valley Megamall ke Jusco Bukit Raja ke Jusco Bukit Tinggi Klang ke Sunway Pyramid and last at uptown Shah alam...sungguh memenatkan... paha rasa nak tercabut..

Tp mmg puah ati sbb dpt bare2 yg dicari...Thank ma, temankan ak.. almaklumla xdok saing lain dh nk ajak wat teman..

Hehe...

Tp yg kureng skit lepah tolak g tolak mari, ada la dkt dgn RM1k lebih habis semalam bershopping...

Lebih dari ore tino aku ni..

Oh, kalau lguni la, bila la agaknya boleh bini...ore lain semua bini belaka dh...takut jgk kdg2 bila difikir2kan ttg ni...

Gaji hok dapat, habis gitu jah...

Boros, boros, boros...

Ye, boros sungguh...

Bare2 semua nak hok branded, quality, prestige and..bla2..bla2..

Xmain hok local2 ni...semuanya nak hok import..

Ikut mu la lie, kalu gaji mu RM3-4k sbln xpo. Bazir sungguh. Ak no comment. kata Mr. K

Aduh..

Pahni kete hok tempah pulak sampai...

Ayo, pressure nya rasa nak cari duit..

Gaji setakat cukup utk pero diri sendiri sore jah...

Buntu...

Ya Allah, tlgla aku tunjukkan jalan penyelesain dari kebuntuan ini.


1139. June 27, 2010.

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Dear A,

Hopefully while I am posting this blog, you're in a very good condition.

Well,

I just want to express my heart feeling. Neither to you nor to anybody else. Just want to say something about my feeling right now.

Hm,

For the first time I ask you a favor how to get a job at HQ (now I am working at Maybank), you did help me something surpassed my expectation, beyond my normal prediction....you are not even help me telling just like others but u provide me the link to get through it directly...wow, very astonishing indeed.

Then from that time, I try to get to know more about u...

I asked ur contact number and again u told me that ur number is only for me...what a surprised...that moment I was thinking I was a lucky man...I am so happy. my mood to work that day is double and even triple...

Ur kindness and the way you treat me makes me really want to get to know more about u...

and honestly I want to get closer to u...yeah, of course we should start as a friend...

but, as time goes by, I see a difference...

a difference coming from you... I wonder WHY? What is wrong with me... I just wanna be a friend with u..thats all...if not, at least...

I tried not to think negative... but who am I to be like that? I am not a perfect guy...

you know, something is "unpredictable" happened...

confused, frustrated and agitated...

completely out of my expectation at all..

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Dear A,

First time I tried to call u, you said, you're not pleasant to talk to me...oh gosh...I don't want to be such a bothersome, troublesome or burden to you & anybody else...but just be rileks...maybe you need more time...but the word 'unpleasant" I kept tight in my mind.

Second time I tried to chat with u using IM (after u refused to talk to me), u said your brother is using PC...then it's okay...I can accept it..I keep waiting that night...then, after a sudden, u sms me said that you had a discussion with your brother...very serious matter perhaps I thought....yeah probably a full night discussion...... no word of sorry I heard or got from you.. am I worthless to u? Oh God, please....NO

It's still okay for me...but that time honestly speaking I told you, my feeling starting to fade away towards you....

and for the third time (last time indeed), whenever I tried to ask u to go out this weekend (just wanna see ur respond) and as expected, again u said u already have a plan this weekend...

I don't know whether this is true or just a created reason...but...the reason just like many others (as being told from my experienced friend he said "" besanya kalau p'puan tu bg alasan mcmtu mmg dia dah ada @ xsuka kat ko)....almaklumlah kita ni xbiasa...so kena consult lah org yg berpengalaman....such an unlucky I am.

but, I am still be cool...pretend to be positive...

because, I don't simply want to jump to conclusion just like that... I've tried...

but, obviously I HAD failed... (I can't use the word have anymore...)

perhaps, you're so expensive for people like me..

I cannot bear to afford you..

yeah, like other normal guy out there, I like the expensive girl...but not too expensive.

but you are so expensive to me..


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Then,

After mulling it again and again...

I think

I should not bother you anymore... maybe I am not suit to you...

I don't want to be such a troublesome, bothersome to you...

Be pleasant as you wanna be as before...

Because, I am truly unpleasant man to you....

Thanks a lot..

Bye A.



0241, May 20, 2010.

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Salam sejahtera dan selamat malam,

Kat sini ak saja nak kongsikan satu benda dgn korang semua. Semalam masa tgh surfing tenet cari keje kosong, ak ada terjumpa pic lawak dalam satu website ni (tp lupa nak copy address website tu). Sekali tgk gambar ni mmg nampak macam real, tp sebenarnya cuma blanket tido je. Hehe mmg lawak btol.. Ni kalau tersilap hari bulan ak rasa boleh terkena tembak kalau bawa masuk hutan camping kat sana., xpun boleh kena baham kat beruang betul ni. Hmm, manusia ni kekadang kan terlalu creative. Tp apapun mmg ak salute la kat org yg produce idea ni. He, mcm2la zaman sekarang ni kan. Cuba korang semua tgok pic...

Hehe, bijak sungguh kan idea ni. Kalau ada jual kat malaysia ni mmg confirm ak nak beli...tp hrp2la xdpt bala dah lah...huhu.


Friday, July 16, 2010. 0226.
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If only I could turn back time (parang kanta katanya dalam bahasa Tagalog), I may probably have taken a 2nd thought in accepting MMU's and BMA offer... But then, I might not. Everything seemed to happen so fast... so soon...Sungguh minat aku sebenarnya ke arah komputer and making bussiness, not engineering..But why I'm here. Yes of course I have faith that God is the one shaping my future.


It's just that... I need some friends here...now... :' (kawan2 dalam coz aku semuanya xberapa friendly...ishk2...

This post is specially dedicated to my ex,

I will start my first entry after a long time remain silent by sharing with u all guys the sad and unforgettable memories in my life with my love (now she is my ex). She is very special. Simple, clever, caring but quite manja...(dont know the meaning in english..huhu)...skit2 nk nanges je. Tp xkisah la kan. I met her sometime in July or August last year somewhere in undisclosed place...cannot g tau la kat mana..sori la ye ek.

She is my first love even before this I have a lot of fan (poyo la plak), bukan nk berlagak, tp itulah hakikatnya...nk kata hensem, xdelah hensem sgt pn....tp maybe pandai guna ayat la kot...hehe...anyway nak buat mcmna benda dah xjd...rasa sedih la jugak.


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I know she still hurts. I don't know how long it will takes to heal her wound, but I do know she will never comes back to me anymore in anyway. I know I have done a lot of mistakes and miserable to her since I am with her, and I do owe up all of my mistakes. You know, honestly I always hope that one day she will apologize me and give me one more chance to redeem my mistake but this is seems very far to grab it. She suffers a lot because of me. I left her a very deep wound that is not easily to heal. I am very bad and terrible. So, the only way is to let her go with calmly from my life. Sound cruel isn't but that the only the best way I can do for her to not to hurt her anymore. Perhaps I am not the right person for her.

Honestly, I felt so down, but feeling down is not good for both of us either. What is past is past. That time has gone. I believe the life must goes on. The journey must be continued. Let it be one part of our history in our mind. I really hope that we can still contact each other even we are now just a friend. That is enough for me.

I can't be down like this forever. I have to get up and struggle for my life. Finally, I hope she will also success and get what is she dream for in her life.

Wa,

please forgive me...

and thanks for everything.

Thank you.




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Salam sejahtera,

Hi to all of u. Welcome back and nice to meet u all again. Hopefully u all are in a very good condition.

My dearest friends,

After a long time there is no update from me at all, now I am coming back. If I am not mistaken my last update was last year, 21 Dec 2009 definitely. Since then there is nothing from me. Keeping silent doesn't mean that I am retire from writing.

I was very busy with my work at workplace and outstation. Being such a R&D engineer at a big and multinational company is very challenging. Life is so hectic. Every time needs to rush. Every job needs to speed up with all possible haste with a very tip-top quality product. Sound very challenging isn't it? There is no time to loiter around and even get some relaxation. Everything must be completed before the due date. The job keep coming. While the one still in progress, another job is waiting and pending. FYI guy, I have two workplace, Perak and Selangor. Sometimes, I have to travel from Perak and Selangor twice a day. Very tired but quite interesting. Wanna know why? Hehe. I will tell u all later.

Well, actually there are a lot of things happened to me that I would sincerely like to share with all of u all guys. But in this post, I am not really ready yet to share all of these. Just to inform u all that I am now back.

Ok, guys...see u later in the next post. Honest from me, Bandicruz San.

0945, Sunday April 04, 2010.


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Welcome to Shah Alam.

Welcome to blogging.

Its has been awhile after I moved here from a my old workplace at Lumut, Perak.

Catch you soon in another opportunity...

Keep in touch.


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What is love?

Love is definitely essential in our life. How much we appreciate love in our life? What can we get from love?

Here, I will show you what LOVE is.


Lucky;

Being lucky as a Muslim. Learn the meaning of love in Islam is beautiful. I love Allah, Prophet Muhammad (pbuh), my parents, family and all my Muslim sisters and brothers.

Obey;

Obey the rules in Al-Quran and As-Sunnah, we will surely get the perfect blissful life. There are many things that I learnt in Al-Quran and As-Sunnah, including love. As we know, Islam is a religion that loves peace.

Vow;
Vowing that there is no god but Allah, Muhammad is the Messenger of Allah. Only Allah is The One who we cannot forget. He is always watching us and always cares about us.

Effort;
Love is an effort to get the meaningful life. Always caring and being honest is a vital in love. We need to be caring and honest with our brothers and sisters in Islam and to all people all around the world.


credited to iluvislam.com

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Ya Allah, sungguh aku bersyukur padaMu. Akhirnya, terbayar jugak penderitaan serta azab belajar selama 4 tahun. Oh leganya perasaan ini.

Thanks mak, ayah & semua ahli keluargaku, i luv u all...

0214. Room Uthman D-3.14,
IIUM, Gombak.
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Cherating suria beach Resort.

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Assalamualalikum,


I wanna ask here, can anyone please tell me where can I order a big bowl of shame. What shop can I get it and how much it's cost. Oh, malunya hari ni tuhan saje lah tahu. But, alhamdulillah ala kulli hal. Syukur sgt2. Thanks God. Mungkin itu lah yg sepatutnya aku terima dalam hidupku. Something that completely contradict with my dream and philosophy. I absolutely know that we can never always get what we want or deserve in our life and really, I don't deserve for all of these but this is what God gave to me and what exactly I got today. At least sedarlah sikit diri ini. X perfect. That is the best for me. I always dream to be someone who people can rely on to me, people who can be proud of, but everything more fantasy than reality.

I was so desperate today. My life is abundantly filled of despair. I don't know why. Why it always happens to me. Ye ujian untuk menguji keimanan seseorang kan? Truly, for me the word "happiness" is seems far2 away from the reality to grab. My dream is always go faster than my capability. My imagination is always go beyond my limit. Regardless whatever I did it always never give better result to me. Never healing my wound. Sometimes I was wonder why some people can excel in their life even they put small amount of effort in their life while some are not. Why everything I do is never goes right? It always goes wrong. What's wrong with me. Sungguh2 aku kecewa dgn hidup ini. Ashaduanla ila ha illah, wa ashaduanna muhammadan rasulullah. Astagfirullahalazim Gapolah aku tulis ni..sabar2..anggaplah pengalaman hidup.

What's the real problem? Can anyone tell me. Can we blame ourselves on something happened? If we can blame ourselves, then which part or organ to be blamed? Maybe we can bear all of this to the destiny/ fate, right? Well, then it might be my destiny. The destiny that gloomy my single day. Well-enough to put me in a melancholy series of life. But please readers, don't get me wrong. Even my words sound like I loss my faith but believe me, I still have faith. Here, I just want to express my dissatisfaction on what happened to me today and if not excessively speaking, it always happens to me since long time ago.

Well, I never expect it will be so bad today. I thought I am really ready for all of this. But, it was a huge mistake. It's just what I'm thought. Now they all know about me. About my flaws, my weaknesses. About my incapability. Now, their perception toward me turn the other side. Just like bubble fade away from shining of the sun. Really, my action is merely disgrace my life. I was so cruel to myself (even I should not act like this)..

BTW, thanks God, they all should know about me. I'm not as smart as they all thought. Never and ever. (I wish nobody will read this)

I had to be myself. I really aware that I'm not a famous Mr. President or a fabulous superstar hero in movie. I am who I am now. Just like this. Always chasing perfection but never achieve nor even getting closer to it. Trust me, it just make we suffer a lot inside rather than happiness at the end. Then after all, I know who actually I am.



p/s: for those who laughing at me, yes I know some of you laughed at me today, I want to tell you sooner or later, your time will come too. Then you will suffer just like me now. You are not always at the top. I wish you will suffer more than me.


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Salam,

Saturday, March 14, 2009. 0601.

http://www.ikmagazine.com/display.asp?articleid=4C9BECF0-5742-40DC-8CFC-3C6915878089

Semoga u all dalam rahmat Allah selalu dan sihat sejahtera kala ni. Well, I just wanna came across with an interesting piece over at one of the article I read last night while searching information for my project work. Tiba2 rasa nak ulas skit pasal article tu. Mmg agak menarik gak article tu. Kalau sape2 nak baca article tu, kat atas tu link dia. Klik je kat link tu. Kalau xleh, just copy and paste link tu kat browser korang. Ada sape2 pernah dgr pasal isu ini. Dulu masa kat UIA dulu pernah jgk dgr org discuss pasal isu ni. Bukan itu saja, pasal isu kontroversi nature versus nurture pun hangat gak dibicarakan suatu ketika dulu. Yelah masa tu xmatang lg. Dgr2 gitu je. Xdelah nak fikir lebih2. Tp skang ni dah umur semakin meningkat, rasa dah mampu and perlu fikir pasal benda2 macam ni.

Actually, I was a little bit sceptic (I mean rasa kurang setuju la skit, "disagree" skit) with this article that argues that possessing competence is actually more important than the “mere acquisition, development, storage, usage, ownership and protection of concepts and facts”. Competence, in this argument, extends beyond just knowing something — it’s more about the practical and useful application of knowledge.

Nampak jelaskan, the authors tu go on to describe a ‘framework of competence’, through which competence can be managed. It’s the authors opinion that competence matters a great deal more than just knowledge, and that by extension, the management of competence is of greater value to an organization than the management of knowledge. (Mmg xnafikan, setiap org ada pendapat serta pandangan peribadi kan. Tp aku rasa knowledge is more important. Apa pendapat korang semua?)

Yet it would seem to me that there is an assumption inherent to the phrase ‘knowledge management’ (rightly or wrongly) that assumes that knowledge is, in fact, applied information. Not that I want to open the (very tired) data-information-knowledge(-wisdom?) can of worms. The interesting part about the word ‘competence’ to me however, is that it denotes something entirely different than what is denoted by the data-information-knowledge hierarchy, and I don’t think ‘competence’ really fits in there hierarchically. Either way, definitely an interesting read.

So apa comment korang semua? Tepuk punggung msg2 and lepas angin. hehe. (apa kaitan pulak tepuk punggung lepas angin ni plk)


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Salam,


Wednesday, March 11, 2009. 1312.

Sorry for late post something here. Well FYI, I'm still working right now but I just take some time during my lunch hour to write something that even I personally think is not really important to put in here. Something that surprised me last night.

Last night, I was a little bit late from my work. Reached home some time around 11pm (if I'm not mistaken) with kaki macam nak tercabut, penat beb. Outside house nothing looks strange. No my neighbour's bike just like usual. Biasanya mereka dtg nak lepak2. Just my house mate's motorbike. But all of sudden I was a little bit dismayed once I stepped in my house and saw all of my frenz gathered in the main room (even kawan yg xpernah dtg pun ada) look at me with their suspicious eyes without saying anything not even a single word made me suspect something was not good happened. Moreover, with the presence of my far-neighbour in my house also really make me felt not good. What was wrong? Must be something bad was happened. I repeatedly asked them why; what's wrong, what's going on but they didn't answer me. I knew that they must be hiding something from me or they might be just wanna teased me (berlakon). Ah, lantaklah. Xse oyat sudah. Malas nak caro eh. Tgh letih bang oi masa tu. At least mandi2 segar tubuh dulu ko. Baru bleh nk layan. But, when I walked a little bit ahead and to my surprising me was the presence of all new i Mac 2.66Ghz at one corner of my house. Oh My God. Wow, that's amazing. Really unbelievable. Then now I heard they all laughing. Patutlah. Rupa2nya ada itik di sebalik tahit itik. Lakonan semata2, xlebih dan xkurang..huhu. They just wanna surprised me. Anyways, I was really mesmerized with that beast for long time..hehe. That is exactly one of my dream PC. It's hard to believe when I can see, touch and feel it in a real. I definitely knew whose it is. It must be Zul's, one of my frenz. I never expected he really bought this thing though. First time he told us that he wanna buy this thing three weeks ago. But, we all don't believe him since he never serious in whatever his saying. Everything turn it out when he really made it. Congrat my frenz. We all salute you.

So far he never tells us the exact price, but I guess it must be around RM6K. The body is so astonishing and splendidly with the very blazingly of performance; unmatched of 2.66GHz Core2Duo, 4GB of high speed ram, 320Gb disk storage and Blueray capability really make me more unstable. Last night I still didn't get any chance to explore more about this beast but I really hope maybe tonight I'll get a chance, insyaAllah.. Now rasa xsabar2 lg nak balik...


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Salam and good morning.


Sunday, March 8, 2009. 0821. IIUM, Gombak.

Ever feel like the world is spinning so fast that all you can do is hold tightly so that you don't fall off? That is how I am feeling about life right now. I feel like I am neglecting friends, family, and society but on the other hand I am running the fastest I can to not even keep up with it. Though I know I can't run forever in my lifetime. There will be a limitation for me one day.

Ya Allah, what happened to hambaMu ini. I feel so empty inside. No happiness at all. Life is so boring and dull for me. Well, things are good, don't get me wrong. Everything's seems fine. Work is good, life is good but for certain thing that cannot tell you. I have nothing really to complain about, except for the fact that I feel like I am always go-go-going and not getting nearly enough accomplished.

Maybe this is just the mid-week crazies? Maybe it's just a phase of I am in. Lucky enough I am a male. Next year I'm gonna be 26. oh God, I am getting older day by day..huhu. Time is running really fast. Clock is ticking so damn hard. Maybe its because of I wanna get marry...hehe. But, owh really I don't know.

All I do know is that I have a million things to get done, and what am I doing posting? Btw, happy this weekend and holiday. Bye.


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Salam sejahtera,


Friday, March 06, 2009. 0246.

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Blog ini dimulai dgn kalimah agung bismillah. Smg mendapat keberkatan dan keredhaan daripadaNya. Malam ni malam jumaat. Malam yg berkat seperti malam2 yg lain. Malam yg mempunyai banyak makna yang tersirat dan tersurat kepada setiap individu. Malam yg cukup indah untuk setiap pasangan yg dah lama berkahwin ataupun yg baru berkahwin. Juga mungkin yg belum berkahwin lg tp sudah dapat merasai nikmat alam perkahwinan...hehe, xperlu aku nyatakan di sini. Andaianku semua sudah faham. Walauapapun blog ini bukan ditulis utk bercerita pasal tu.

Minggu depan cuti sekolah bermula. Maka ramailah yg mengambil kesempatan sempena cuti sekolah utk berkahwin. Maka banyaklah kad jemputan yg akan diedar. Dgn bermacam2 hiasan, corak dan warna serta tidak kurang juga yg agak berada tu edar kad yg boleh baunya boleh dicium sampai bermeter2 jauh. Pun begitu, mesejnya adalah ttp sama. Kalau kita tnya mereka kenapa buat kad yg mahal..Walhal, kertas serta satu hari je pun. Xperlulah excessive sgt. Maka mereka akan jawab sebab satu hari tulah kena buat yg terbaik. Lagipun benda mcm ni bukannya selalu. Bg mereka duit bukan halangan. Itu mmg xdinafikanlah. Mereka betul2 mampu. Yelah, kenangan seumur hidup katakan. Anyway, xkisahlah apapun alasan mereka. Dah mereka mampu, kita nak buat mcmna. Kita ni yg xberapa mampu tgk ajelah. Tp xpe jugak, sbb kad tu utk diedarkan kepada kita jugak...hehe. Padahal kos utk buat kad special tu kalau diselidiki bukannya murah. Agama Islam sendiri pun xmenggalakkan umatnya membazir. Membazir amalan syaitan. Well, benda ni bagiku kira satu pembaziranlah. Yang murah ada, so why bother to go for expensive one. Ah malaslah nak berhujah dalam ni. Tp yg pastinya tukang atau kedai yg buat kad tulah yg untung. Diorang mmg xkisahpun nak buat mcmna, asalkan duit masuk dalam poket cukup. Eh, boleh buka bisnes cetak kad jemputan kawin ni nampaknya. Memang menguntungkan bisnes ni. Well, berbalik kepada edaran kad tadi. So far, rasanya dah 4 jemputan aku terima, tp satu pun aku xdecide lagi nak pergi ke tak, bukannya decide dapat pergi ke tak, kena faham point kat situ ye. Tp aku tahu menghadiri jemputan walimatulurus ni hukumnya adalah wajib. So insyaAllah aku cuba utk hadirkan diri. Mudah mudahan dipermudahkan urusanku. Well, aku sebenarnya bukan xnak pergi, serius dalam hatiku mmg rasa nak pergi. Yelah xnak menghampakan harapan orang kan...tp keadaan skang ni amat memaksa aku memikirkan berkali2 sebelum aku buat keputusan yg terbaik. Lambakan kerja yg bertimbun serta masalah yg xhenti2 kunjung datang dalam hidupku ini...(Oh, sungguh poyo ye aku ni kan. Mcmlah bisnes first class jah ni..koyalun aridun sungguh aku ni..hehe)..ah mmg penat untuk dinyatakan di sini...huhu..

Ok, bersambung lg esok. Rasa ngantukla pulak. Ok, wassalam. Opps, tp kan ye tgk org kawin ni timbul satu perasaan nak kawin jugak..hehe...tp xmampu lg beb..Nak sangat kawin ni kalau mampu. Tp, sabarlah dulu. InsyaAllah lambat bangat kalau dah sampai jodoh tu, kawin jgk akhirnya...Sekian.



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Salam sejahtera,


Thursday, March 05, 2009. 1725.

How are you my all dear frenz? What's the news about you today? Are u all feeling good or not? If you have any problem or need to share something but nobody wanna hear you then I'm here for that. I'm always ready to help you all. Physically we might be never see each other, but the reality is we are too close to each other. I can feel the aura of our relationship. So strong. I bet you're too. Yeah, brotherhood in Islam is we are. We all know that nobody is immune to the problems. We all have the problems. Big or small is not a matter. Some might be easy to handle but some of them are pretty hard to handle alone. Need someone else to borrow their shoulder for us to cry on.

About me, huhu..no need to ask. I'm always like this. Well, story about me today is almost full day I've been spent on the bed. Yet another my boring and dull day as always. Today I didn't go to work. I'm too lazy to be there. Then tomorrow must be tough day for me to goreng something to my boss. Why didn't you come yesterday Mr. Fadzli? Are you not feeling well? Yeah, seem I can predict and guess his question. Well, I'm in deep shit nowadays. My body is too weak. Spending almost 8 hours every day facing computer makes me damn passive. No physical activities really make my body too weak. I know that is not good practise though, but....ah as always there must be a "but" in my life. The word "but" is always bloating into my life's dictionary. Bukan xde langsung waktu free utk beriadah or berjogging. Ada saja. Tp time tu biasanya filled with tidur or layan movie je. Well, actually I don't know what to write here. Just trying to write something but still unclear what is it? Umur makin lama makin tua. Physical mmg xnampak sgt perubahannya. Aku still mcm dulu lagi. Mungkin agak sedikit berisi skang ni. Al-maklumlah makan serta kerja yg byk xmelibatkan aktiviti physical yg kuat.

Tomorrow night I'm going to UIA, insyaAllah (if God willing). Wanna spend my holiday with my old frenz over there. Yeah, maybe we can say mutual changing each other stories...hehe, taking the opportunity of public holiday to meet each other. So long we don't see each other. Everyone is busy with their work. Now, it is the time to reunion. So, for those who are eagerly interested in join us, then let's make an exodus to UIA during this weekend. Pakat ramai2 gi UIA deh. Okay guys, see you there.



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Ardour of Admiration (AoA)

Salam sejahtera,


Rabu, 04/03/09, 0416.

Malam ini malam yg amat kecewa dalam hidupku. Egoku akhirnya tumbang oleh satu panggilan telefon. Sungguh tidak aku menyangka segala galanya bakal berakhir setakat ini. Maaf aku tidak berniat untuk berjiwang dalam blog ini. Jiwang bukan sebahagian dari jiwaku. Blog ini adalah untuk menyatakan fikiranku yg sedang bercelaru serta perasaanku yg sdg bergelora serta tidak menentu arah jadinya ketika ini. Panggilan telefon jam 2014 malam tadi cukup untuk menjelaskan segala2nya. Rahsia yg bakal dirungkai oleh seseorang yg aku admire selama ni. (Sori sekali lg aku tegaskan di sini, ini bukan blog tangkap jiwang ke apa, okay. Mmg aku akui bunyinya sedikit jiwang, tp itu bukan maksudku. Harap semua mengerti) Dia akhirnya... ye, dia yg aku impikan untuk menjadi pasangan hidupku akhirnya bakal menjadi isteri orang tidak lama lg (bakal suaminya itu budak ex-UIA jgk. Aku kenal sgt). Kepalaku terasa sgt berat serta pandanganku jadi kabur seketika apabila ayat pertama yg diungkapkannya menerobos masuk ke corong telingaku. Sungguh aku terkejut dan tidak pernah menyangka. Diamnya selama ini rupanya mengandungi seribu rahsia yg bisa ngak mengerti aku menafsirkannya. Sungguh dia pandai berahsia. Terasa bodoh sungguh aku kerana tidak bisa menduga perkara ini boleh terjadi dari dahulu lgi. Mungkin selama ini aku hanya bertepuk sebelah tangan sahaja. Oh, sungguh malang akan nasibku. Ketika ini aku hanya mampu pasrah serta berdoa agar dia dan bakal suaminya itu bahagia selama-lamanya. Percakapan td byk menyaksikan aku hanya mampu mendiamkan diri daripada byk berkata2. Sungguh aku xmampu untuk mengungkapkan sesuatu walau sepatah ayatpun. Anggota tubuhku terasa kaku serta kejang. Seolah2 dunia berhenti berputar pada paksinya. Jam berhenti berdetik serta masa stop seketika. Impianku selama ini hancur berkecai sama sekali. Dia sunguh baik padaku. Tutur kata serta perwatakannya yg sederhana cukup membuatkan aku terhibur. Namun, takdir tuhan bisa mengatasi segalanya2nya. PerancanganNya maha sempurna. Kita sebagai insan yg kerdil di atas muka bumi ini hanya mampu merancang, namun Dialah yg maha berkuasa menentukan segala-galanya.

Ya Allah terasa ujian ini sungguh berat untuk dipikul dan ditempuhi. Namun aku tetap redha padaMu ya Allah..



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Ardour of Admiration (AoA)

Salam and hi my all dear readers,


It has been long time since my last update two weeks ago. I was too busy nowadays with all the funkies and junkies as my life getting more complex and challenging. By that time, there are lot of sweet and bitter memories happened to me that trigger me to share with you all guys. Have you ever heard people say sharing is caring? Then, here what I'm going to do right now. To show you my deep concern to the word of "caring" especially for my loyal followers...hehe (ah, perasan jah lebih...xdok2 ore baca pun). Well, I don't know where and what should I start first. But, I do think that it must be a good idea if we start according to the time chronology. What happened first is what written first. However guys, I don't think that I can write everything in here since I'm using my friend's laptop. My baby PC is under special care at Low Yatt Plaza for certain unclassified reason that unable me to tell you all. I sent it to Low Yatt not because I'm not good in repairing myself (remember, I'm certified candidate of Microsoft Desktop Technician), but for better sake of my PC and myself, I have to send it there. It must be pretty hard to believe that my baby should be sending there...huhu.

Oh, my God..Another my unlucky day. As I just want to start then he is coming. My friend is just coming back. I'm sorry guys, I have no chance to continue any more as he wanna use his laptop. Bye2 for now. Okay, see you next time.



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Ardour of Admiration (AoA)

Salam semua,


//Cerita ini diambil dari emel yg di forward ke emel aku. Bukan kisah benar pun. Saja2 je. Smg semua terhibur.//

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Seorang pemuda datang berjumpa seorang Ustaz untuk meminta nasihat..

Pemuda : "Ustaz.. Kenapa susah sangat saya hendak bertemu jodoh saya?sampai sekarang saya belum pernah ada kekasih... "

Ustaz : "Perempuan yang macammana menjadi idaman kamu?"
Pemuda : "Saya mahukan seorang gadis yang putih, cantik, tinggi, pintar,penyayang dan menyintai saya sepenuh hati... "

Ustaz : "Ohhh ... kalau begitu kamu harus melaksanakan petua '3B. 'B'yang pertama adalah 'BERUSAHA'... apakah kamu sudah banyak berusaha?"

Pemuda : "Susah terlalu banyak Ustaz... sudah merata tempat saya pergi untuk mendapat seorang gadis.."

Ustaz : "Kalau begitu kamu kena laksanakan 'B' yang kedua, iaitu
'BERDOA' dan juga 'BERPUASA'

Pemuda : "Sudah setiap kali saya berdoa selepas selesai sembahyang... saya juga akan berpuasa setiap hari isnin dan Khamis ... .."

Ustaz : "Nampaknya kamu sangat perlu melaksanakan "B" yang ketiga."

Pemuda : "Apa itu Ustaz! ?"

Ustaz : "BERCERMIN!"


*mmg lawak kan.



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Ardour of Admiration (AoA)

Salamun qaulan min rabbirahim.


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Ardour of Admiration (AoA)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...


Salam sejahtera,


Mengapa kita harus berasa berdebar, gementar atau gemuruh. Perkataan yang berbeza namun membawa maksud yang hampir sama. Mengapa ianya wujud dan untuk apakah kewujudannya. Seringkali menjadi persoalan. Persoalan yg masih menimbulkan satu misteri. Kenapakah ianya selalu menganggu ketenangan serta meragut kesenangan kita. Mengapakah ianya tidak pernah padam serta sunyi dari merobohkan dinding keyakinan kita terhadap diri kita sendiri. Apakah dosa kita selama ini? Apakah noda yg telah kita palitkan? Apakah yg menyebabkan ianya begitu benci sekali kepada kita? Ah, terlalu byk persoalannya. Yang pastinya, kehadirannya cukup meranakan kita.

Semua orang tahu akan bahana kesannya. Amat bahaya serta seram sekali. Bisa melumpuhkan jaringan sistem urat saraf yg ada, mampu menggelapkan serta mengaburkan pandangan yg jernih, jugak tidak kurang yg jd pekak disebabkannya, serta juga bisa menganggu sistem kompleks elektronik otak kita. Ye, apabila saraf kita terganggu ianya akan berhenti berfungsi untuk seketika, maka secara automatik otak kita akan jadi suspend or hang, and for sure our body is slowly going to die. Ah, sungguh pilu serta dahsyat bahana pernyakit ni kan? Penyakit yg memang dan sungguh unik. Oh ye penyakit ini (maaf, mungkin ada yg tidak setuju, tp aku menganggap perasaan ini sebagai suatu penyakit). Percayalah kawan, gementar atau berdebar tidak akan berhenti dari menghantui diri kita. Semakin laju serta jauh kita lari darinya, semakin pantas serta dekat pula ianya mengejar kita. Ianya seperti magnet kepada diri kita. Tarikan yg cukup2 kuat. Sesungguhnya kita tidak terdaya serta mampu untuk mengelakkan daripadanya selama-lamanya. Selagi mana kita tidak berpaling dan menghadapinya secara bertentangan selagi itulah kita tidak akan aman dan tenteram. Ya, percayalah kawanku sekelian hanya itu sajalah jalan penyelesaian yg ada. Hadapinya secara nyata dan bersemuka. Kita mungkin tidak mampu untuk menghapuskannya serta menghancurkannya secara total, namun kita mampu untuk melemahkannya.

Memang tidak dinafikan perasaaan gemuruh serta berdebar ini wujud sejak sekian lama lagi dalam diri kita ini semenjak kita dilahirkan lagi. Setiap orang mempunyai perasaan ini, cuma yg berbeza ialah darjah gemuruh yg ada dalam diri mereka dan bagaimana mereka menghadapinya serta mengawalnya. Namun, sedarkah kalian semua bahawa kita tidak dicipta semata2 untuk melayan perasaan bodoh ini.


p/s: jgn layan sangat perasan bodoh ini. Ingat, anda mampu mengubahnya.


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Ardour of Admiration (AoA)

*dipetik dari sumber mana ntah...xingat da...



Kemalangan Ngeri Yang Pernah Saya Alami


Pagi itu pagi minggu. Cuaca cukup sejuk sehingga mencapai takat suhu beku. Sebab itu saya tidak mandi pagi sebab air kolah jadi air batu dan air paip tidak mahu keluar sebab beku di dalam batang paip. Pagi itu saya bersarapan dengan keluarga di dalam unggun api kerana tidak tahan sejuk. Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya menemaninya ke pasar. Tetapi saya tidak mahu.

Selepas emak menikam perut saya berkali-kali dengan garfu barulah saya bersetuju untuk mengikutnya. Kami berjalan sejauh 120 kilometer kerana pasar itu letaknya 128 kilometer dari rumah. Lagi 8 kilometer nak sampai pasar saya ternampak sebuah lori kontena meluru dengan laju dari arah belakang.

Dia melanggar emak saya. Emak saya tercampak ke dalam gaung. Dia menjerit "Adoi!". Lepas itu emak saya naik semula dan mengejar lori tersebut. Saya pun turut berlari di belakang emak saya kerana takut emak saya melanggar lori itu pula. Pemandu lori itu nampak kami mengejarnya. Dia pun memecut lebih laju iaitu sama dengan kelajuan cahaya. Kami pula terpaksa mengejar dengan lebih laju iaitu sama dengan dua kali ganda kelajuan cahaya. Emak saya dapat menerajang tayar depan lori itu. Lori itu terbabas dan melanggar pembahagi jalan lalu bertembung dengan sebuah feri. Feri itu terbelah dua.

Penumpang feri itu yang seramai 100 orang semuanya mati. Pemandu feri itu sangat marah. Dia pun bertukar menjadi Ultraman dan memfire pemandu lori. Pemandu lori menekan butang khas di dalam lori dia..lori itu bertukar menjadi robot Transformer. Mereka bergaduh di udara. Emak saya tidak puas hati. Dia pun terus menyewa sebuah helikopter di Genting Highlands dan terus ke tempat kemalangan. Dia melanggar pemandu feri yang telah bertukar menjadi Ultraman itu.

Pemandu feri itu terkejut dan terus bertukar menjadi pemandu feri semula lalu terhempas ke jalanraya. Pemandu feri itu pecah. Pemandu lori sangat takut melihat kejadian itu. Dia meminta maaf dari emak saya. Dia menghulurkan tangan ingin bersalam. Tetapi emak saya masih marah. Dia menyendengkan helikopternya dan mengerat tangan pemandu lori itu dengan kipas helikopter. Pemandu lori itu menjerit "Apaan Lu!" dan jatuh ke bumi. Emak saya menghantar helikopter itu ke Genting Highlands. Bila dia balik ke tempat kejadian, dia terus memukul pemandu lori itu dengan beg tangannya sambil memarahi pemandu lori itu di dalam bahasa Inggeris.

"You better watcha up. Ten times more plus ten times, twenty times i beat you always."

Pemandu lori itu tidak dapat menjawab sebab emak saya cakap orang putih. Lalu pemandu lori itu mati. Tidak lama kemudian kereta polis pun sampai. Dia membuat lapuran ke ibu pejabatnya tentang kemalangan ngeri itu. Semua anggota polis di pejabat polis itu terperanjat lalu mati. Orang ramai mengerumuni tempat kejadian kerana ingin mengetahui apa yang telah terjadi. Polis yang bertugas cuba menyuraikan orang ramai lalu dia menjerit menggunakan pembesar suara, "Semua butuh minggir". Orang ramai terperanjat dan semuanya mati.

Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya ke pasar untuk mengelak lebih ramai lagi yang akan mati. Di pasar, emak saya menceritakan kejadian itu kepada penjual daging. Penjual daging dan peniaga-peniaga berhampiran yang mendengar cerita itu semuanya terkejut dan mati. Magic sungguh. Saya dan emak saya terus berlari balik ke rumah. Kerana terlalu penat sebaik saja sampai di rumah kami pun mati.

Itulah kemalangan yang paling ngeri yang pernah saya lihat sebelum saya mati.



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Ardour of Admiration (AoA)

Salam,


Today is my real fucking day. Big shame. I was very annoyed. It was really embarrassing when everybody laughing at us in front of a big audience when we couldn't answer their simple question.

It seems, I don't know anything about my project. I'm truly don't know what is wrong with me lately. I lost my concentration and motivation toward my job. My English is also getting worsen. I admittedly know about my project but I couldn't express it in English very well. It was really humiliating. Besides that, my nervousness is becoming my real fucking enemy. When you standing in front of a big audience, then your nerves temporarily suspend and your brain is slowly shutting down, then you're surely don't know what to do or what to respond. You'll lost your concentration.

Well, I'd tried to overcome this weakness for many years since I was studying at IIUM and now it comes haunting me again. I'd suffered a lot because of this problem. If you notice from my writing, I'm pretty sure there are a lot of grammar mistakes here. I tried to solve this recurrent problem but I think it just useless somehow. I'm very tired to think about this anymore. English is not new for me though. I was always used it during my study at IIUM, but after leaving IIUM, I got stuck with it. It's really embarrassing when graduated student from an international institution cannot speak well. I can write well but I can't speak well. I mean to express something even my idea in a standard multi-national company, it is very hard. Honestly speaking, it really worries me. However, I know that I need a lot of practice to overcome this drawback. Owh God, please help me.



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Ardour of Admiration (AoA)

Salam adik2..


Just another series of dummy theme...Hari ni sahaja dekat dgn enam jam straight aku spent for searching and modifying theme. Rasa membazir pulak. Kalaulah masa tu boleh undur, xpe gak. Ingatkan dapat cari theme yg lawa skit untuk ganti yg lama nyer. But, last2 jumpa theme ni. Bukannya cantik sgt pun theme ni (memang xcantik pun), tp kira oklah kalau nak dibandingkan dgn theme2 yg lain...Sekali tgk tu mmg nampak macam sial, tp lama2 tgk ok gak rasanya. Alahai susahnya nak cari theme yg cantik. Kalau ada pun dah ramai org ambil. Nak blogging pun jadi tawar hati. Geram betul aku dgn photobucket ni. Ingatke bolehlah guna background tu selamanya. Sungguh aku kecewa sangat2, tp terpaksalah terima hakikat ni..Hakikat yg bakal memusnahkan hobi blogging aku. Anyway, aku pasrah dgn ketentuan ini. Dahlah malas nak difikirkan lagi..Sekian dulu.


Ok, tenkiu.

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Ardour of Admiration (AoA)

Salam,

Saja nak kongsi dengan koran semua. Ayat2 ni dipetik dari www.iluvislam.com from Fizahsabri
Editor:afdhal87



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Apabila semuanya serba tidak kena dan tidak menjadi, dan kita tidak tahu apa lagi yg harus dibuat, ingatlah..kita masih boleh bersandar kpd Dia Yang Maha Mengasihi

Apabila hidup ini diselubungi kegelapan, semuanya menjadi silap, maka carilah sinar itu dari Dia Yang Memberi Cahaya

Apabila dibelenggu masalah sedangkan tiada sesiapa pun yang mahu mengambil kisah,
ingatlah pada Dia yg tidak pernah melukakan hatimu. Dia Yang Maha Adil

Apabila hati terluka dan kesakitan itu menumbangkan kudratmu, jangan berputus asa kerana Dia melihat segala-galanya..

Apabila lemah tidak bermaya sedangkan perjalanan masih jauh perlu diharungi, carilah kekuatan itu dari Yang Maha Perkasa

Apabila hidup ini dirasakn seperti beban, segala-galanya goyah, bangunkan semula kota semangat itu dengan keyakinan bahawa itu adalah iradat-Nya..

Apabila jalan di depan digelapi kelam mendung sedangkan tiada sesiapa di sisi sudi menemanimu, carilah jalan lurus itu dari Dia,yang menjadi satu-satunya panduan hidup

Apabila semua orang di sekeliling tidak mahu mendengar suara dan keluhanmu, jangan kecewa kerana Dia Maha Mendengar

Apabila miskin dan papa,kita terperangkap dalam kesempitan, ingatlah kepada Dia Yang Maha Kaya..

Apabila kita dalam kedukaan sedangkan tiada tempat untuk melarikan diri,
mengadulah kepada Dia Yang Maha Esa

Apabila keseorangan dan kedukaan itu seperti tiada penghujungnya, serahkan dirimu kepada Dia..satu-satunya tempat yang boleh digantungkan harapan nyata.

Apabila parut lukamu dicederakan lagi,hatimu dicakari kebimbangan, ingatlah bahawa Dia sentiasa bersama orang-orang yang sabar!



Bandicruz San
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Ardour of Admiration (AoA)

Salam,


Now i know where to go
I'm not following the crowd
but theres so many faces staring at me
I'm not going with the flow
I've gotta wave goodbye and say hello
to unfamilliar circumstances

Oooooh
I'm gonna start believing in myself
Its up to me and no one else
Im feeling

This could be the start of something
I can feel my heart is jumping
Want to walk but cant stop running
I cant stop running

Good to be a part of something
Once upon a time was nothing
This could be the start of something
This could be the start of something good

Lifes a b****
lifes a mess
its tryna find your way its not so easy
Its not the way it looks on TV

I'm fully clothed
But still undressed
Like i'm walking on the highest wire
without a safety net below me

Oooooh
Ain't another place i'd rather be
Listen to the voice inside of me
That's shouting

This could be the start of something
I can feel my heart is jumping
Want to walk but cant stop running
I cant stop running
Good to be a part of something
Once upon a time was nothing
This could be the start of something
This could be the start of something good

Good to be where i belong
Its just so good to belong
Maybe this time is the one (time is the one)
Maybe this time is the one time ive been waiting for too long

This could be the start of something
I can feel my heart is jumping
Want to walk but cant stop running
I cant stop running

Good to be a part of something
Once upon a time was nothing
This could be the start of something
This could be the start of something good



Bandicruz San
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Ardour of Admiration (AoA)

Salam sejahtera,


Nyanyikan ku gemuruh di irama
Melewati hamparan hati
Ku menanti sejuta suara
Yang memanggilku serikandi

Di pasak maya pada
Akan aku gegarkan
Embu azimat nan sakti
Dan bercurah awanan
Akan aku luruhkan
Menitis emas menghujan

Ku serakkan tautan kiambang
Sebelum ku jejaki gelombang

Jika tak ku temu kekuatan
Ku ratib semangat kebangkitan
Lautan bergelora
Tidak gentar ku rempuhi

Pelayaranku, biar tenggelam tak melara
Perjuanganku, sinarnya membelah samudera
Sinarnya membelah samudera

Cahaya lantera yang ku bawa
Mengharungi perjalananku
Lindungi dari badai prahara
Tetap bertahan sanubari

Ku serakkan tautan kiambang
Sebelum ku jejaki gelombang

Jika tak ku temu kekuatan
Ku rabit semangat kebangkitan
Lautan bergelora
Tidak gentar ku rempuhi

Pelayaranku, biar tenggelam tak melara
Perjuanganku, sinarnya membelah samudera

Jika tak ku temu kekuatan
Ku rabit semangat kebangkitan
Lautan bergelora
Tidak gentar ku rempuhi

Pelayaranku, biar tenggelam tak melara
Perjuanganku, sinarnya membelah samudera
Perjuanganku, sinarnya membelah samudera.


Bandicruz San
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Ardour of Admiration (AoA)

Salam,

It was irritating and shocking me a lot last time I saw my blog. Owh my God, what had happened to Booty (I used to call my blog with this name). Poor Booty. Seems it has been fucked up..huhu. It took me only a second to know what exactly happened to Booty. I know it must be photo bucket which did this. I was using their services to render Booty background image. I thought it was for free. But, after all it was really suck. Very annoying and disgusting, isn't it? BTW, I should think how to fix it somehow or maybe it is the time to change to another theme. Unfortunately, until recently speaking I'm not really free. Well ya if only I can, I really want to but, talking to time being (not time machine okay) seems it's impossible. ah...the only God who knows how busy I am currently...huhu. There are lot of works out there need to be settled down. Moreover, I really like my current theme. Can you my dear readers help me fix it? Without my current theme, I think I cannot continue blogging anymore. Perhaps, you all should know, my current theme so far give me spirit and passion to continue my writing. It really boost my zeal whenever I feel down to write. So, without it, I'm afraid it will gradually diminish my charming hobby. So, if you wanna hear more something from me, you all should help me fix it, otherwise this is last update from me.


Bandicruz
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Ardour of Admiration (AoA)

*dipetik dari blog TentangCinta


Salam,

JODOH pertemuan Tuhan tentukan. Setiap orang ada pasangannya masing-masing. Ada yang mendapat jodoh ketika berusia awal 20-an, dan tidak kurang juga yang sudah berusia 40-an baru berpeluang bergelar isteri.

Namun usah berasa tertekan untuk berkahwin hanya semata-mata kerana desakan keluarga atau kerana melihatkan teman-teman sudah berumah tangga. Membina rumah tangga perlukan banyak perhatian dan perhitungan dan tidak boleh tangkap muat saja.

Pernikahan itu satu amanah dan perkahwinan itu kewajipan. Hidup sebagai isteri tidak sama dengan hidup ketika sendirian. Ada perkahwinan membawa bahagia, tidak kurang pula menjadi di sebaliknya. Ada perkahwinan berdasarkan suka sama suka atau diatur keluarga. Memang tidak mustahil bagi seorang wanita melamar lelaki. Tetapi lamarannya itu biarlah dilakukan dengan bersopan supaya tidak pula dikata orang perigi mencari timba.

Lamaran begini memerlukan jasa baik ahli keluarga dan biasanya melalui saudara mara yang lebih tua dan dilakukan secara tidak langsung namun bersopan dan teratur. Bantuan orang tengah yang dipercayai diperlukan untuk mencari jodoh yang salih khasnya mereka yang mengetahui lebih dekat tentang latar belakang lelaki yang menjadi calon suami.

Dalam Islam harus kepada seseorang perempuan melamar seseorang lelaki yang dilihatnya sebagai seorang yang salih. Melamar di sini bermaksud menyatakan hasrat hati kepada lelaki berkenaan dan memintanya supaya meminang gadis itu. Kita disarankan memperbanyakkan membaca Surah Yusuf.

Dalam zaman serba mencabar ini ramai wanita sebaya saudari masih belum berumah tangga. Namun begitu usahlah terburu-buru untuk mengejar dan mendapatkan sesuatu yang belum diberi restu.

Usahlah risau dan runsing. Allah lebih mengetahui kerana Dia yang mencipta segala-galanya. Jika sudah tiba jodoh pertemuan, saudari akan berkahwin juga. Ada orang cepat jodohnya dan tidak kurang pula yang lambat. Sementara itu banyakkan bersabar dan berdoalah kepada Allah semoga dipercepatkan pertemuan jodoh anda itu.

Dalam pada itu, memohon agar Allah SWT memberikan jodoh orang yang baik (soleh) memang digalakkan. Di samping berdoa, mintalah bantuan ibu bapa agar dapat mencari pasangan yang sesuai. Tindakan ini adalah lebih baik daripada mencari sendiri demi mengelakkan fitnah dan maksiat.

Untuk mendapatkan pasangan suami yang beriman, boleh dilakukan dengan beberapa pendekatan. Antaranya menunaikan solat hajat dan memohon suami yang soleh daripada Allah SWT. Membanyakkan bacaan doa; “Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku kurniakanlah kepada kami isteri (atau suami) serta anak-anak yang menjadi penyejuk mata hati kami dan jadikanlah kami sebagai ikutan kepada orang-orang yang bertakwa.”


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Ardour of Admiration (AoA)

Assalamualaikum w.b.t


Saper ada baca newspaper semalam? Our government is slowly telling us the bad news after a series of falsifying report. Yesterday, the Human Resources Ministry says 45,000 Malaysians could lose jobs over the Chinese New Year period alone! Last night, one of German business forecaster told the economy in 2009 will be bitter than 2007. What does it means to us? How far the truth of this, nobody knows. While it is good the government is beginning to come clean on the current situation, it is still trying to convince us that the situation is under control. Dr S. Subramaniam said that, as of Jan 12, 14,000 workers from various sectors lost their jobs because of the world economic slowdown, but there were some 15,000 job vacancies in various sectors registered with the ministry. Truly, still the Department Minister beats around the bush about people losing jobs temporarily and factories closing down business - also temporarily! - sound frightening, isn't it?...especially those fresh graduate?kuakuakua...

The MEF says up to 400,000 Malaysians will lose their jobs by end of the year. In Singapore alone, another half a million Malaysians will be jobless as the republic buckles under the economic slowdown. If so, we are into times worse than 1985 or 1998.

So, what should we do, huh? Where the economist? Pikiq2 la kawan. We gotta do something. Jangan sampai dah menjadi barah baru sibuk nak cari penawar. But for me kan, I personally think it is the right time for us (i mean our government) to launch a "Buy Malaysian Products" campaign. But it is necessary for the government to show that it really cares for the people by beginning to provide direct financial support to the people. Jgn pulak hangat2 tahit angsa. The Taiwanese, Chinese and Australian governments have done similar thing. Singapore pun is likely to follow this fucking suit (hehe) and looking to dip into its national reserves.

Rising unemployment should be our main focus for now. Forget awhile our lapuk domestic news in KT. It's clearly that PAS won..hehe, padan muka abg Jib. No more dispute about it okay. Now let our focus on how to solve our economic. Aku pun actually tumpang seram dgr berita ni. Yelah kerja dengan swasta ni bila2 pun boleh kena kick-off...huhu...Our impotent government, under false impression that things are under control, should immediate work out viable and relevant economic stimulus to help the country's economy and not react last minute to a severe downturn. ~tp kan kalau nak tukar government pun aku rasa xde masalah kot, sebab crisis dalaman kerajaan skang ni pun sebenarnya lebih parah daripada keadaan economy skang ni.

Economic decentralisation remains a viable option to allow state governments more resources and freedom to work on their respective state economy.


Bandicruz.
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Ardour of Admiration (AoA)