Salamun qaulan min rabbirahim.


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Ardour of Admiration (AoA)

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim...


Salam sejahtera,


Mengapa kita harus berasa berdebar, gementar atau gemuruh. Perkataan yang berbeza namun membawa maksud yang hampir sama. Mengapa ianya wujud dan untuk apakah kewujudannya. Seringkali menjadi persoalan. Persoalan yg masih menimbulkan satu misteri. Kenapakah ianya selalu menganggu ketenangan serta meragut kesenangan kita. Mengapakah ianya tidak pernah padam serta sunyi dari merobohkan dinding keyakinan kita terhadap diri kita sendiri. Apakah dosa kita selama ini? Apakah noda yg telah kita palitkan? Apakah yg menyebabkan ianya begitu benci sekali kepada kita? Ah, terlalu byk persoalannya. Yang pastinya, kehadirannya cukup meranakan kita.

Semua orang tahu akan bahana kesannya. Amat bahaya serta seram sekali. Bisa melumpuhkan jaringan sistem urat saraf yg ada, mampu menggelapkan serta mengaburkan pandangan yg jernih, jugak tidak kurang yg jd pekak disebabkannya, serta juga bisa menganggu sistem kompleks elektronik otak kita. Ye, apabila saraf kita terganggu ianya akan berhenti berfungsi untuk seketika, maka secara automatik otak kita akan jadi suspend or hang, and for sure our body is slowly going to die. Ah, sungguh pilu serta dahsyat bahana pernyakit ni kan? Penyakit yg memang dan sungguh unik. Oh ye penyakit ini (maaf, mungkin ada yg tidak setuju, tp aku menganggap perasaan ini sebagai suatu penyakit). Percayalah kawan, gementar atau berdebar tidak akan berhenti dari menghantui diri kita. Semakin laju serta jauh kita lari darinya, semakin pantas serta dekat pula ianya mengejar kita. Ianya seperti magnet kepada diri kita. Tarikan yg cukup2 kuat. Sesungguhnya kita tidak terdaya serta mampu untuk mengelakkan daripadanya selama-lamanya. Selagi mana kita tidak berpaling dan menghadapinya secara bertentangan selagi itulah kita tidak akan aman dan tenteram. Ya, percayalah kawanku sekelian hanya itu sajalah jalan penyelesaian yg ada. Hadapinya secara nyata dan bersemuka. Kita mungkin tidak mampu untuk menghapuskannya serta menghancurkannya secara total, namun kita mampu untuk melemahkannya.

Memang tidak dinafikan perasaaan gemuruh serta berdebar ini wujud sejak sekian lama lagi dalam diri kita ini semenjak kita dilahirkan lagi. Setiap orang mempunyai perasaan ini, cuma yg berbeza ialah darjah gemuruh yg ada dalam diri mereka dan bagaimana mereka menghadapinya serta mengawalnya. Namun, sedarkah kalian semua bahawa kita tidak dicipta semata2 untuk melayan perasaan bodoh ini.


p/s: jgn layan sangat perasan bodoh ini. Ingat, anda mampu mengubahnya.


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Ardour of Admiration (AoA)

*dipetik dari sumber mana ntah...xingat da...



Kemalangan Ngeri Yang Pernah Saya Alami


Pagi itu pagi minggu. Cuaca cukup sejuk sehingga mencapai takat suhu beku. Sebab itu saya tidak mandi pagi sebab air kolah jadi air batu dan air paip tidak mahu keluar sebab beku di dalam batang paip. Pagi itu saya bersarapan dengan keluarga di dalam unggun api kerana tidak tahan sejuk. Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya menemaninya ke pasar. Tetapi saya tidak mahu.

Selepas emak menikam perut saya berkali-kali dengan garfu barulah saya bersetuju untuk mengikutnya. Kami berjalan sejauh 120 kilometer kerana pasar itu letaknya 128 kilometer dari rumah. Lagi 8 kilometer nak sampai pasar saya ternampak sebuah lori kontena meluru dengan laju dari arah belakang.

Dia melanggar emak saya. Emak saya tercampak ke dalam gaung. Dia menjerit "Adoi!". Lepas itu emak saya naik semula dan mengejar lori tersebut. Saya pun turut berlari di belakang emak saya kerana takut emak saya melanggar lori itu pula. Pemandu lori itu nampak kami mengejarnya. Dia pun memecut lebih laju iaitu sama dengan kelajuan cahaya. Kami pula terpaksa mengejar dengan lebih laju iaitu sama dengan dua kali ganda kelajuan cahaya. Emak saya dapat menerajang tayar depan lori itu. Lori itu terbabas dan melanggar pembahagi jalan lalu bertembung dengan sebuah feri. Feri itu terbelah dua.

Penumpang feri itu yang seramai 100 orang semuanya mati. Pemandu feri itu sangat marah. Dia pun bertukar menjadi Ultraman dan memfire pemandu lori. Pemandu lori menekan butang khas di dalam lori dia..lori itu bertukar menjadi robot Transformer. Mereka bergaduh di udara. Emak saya tidak puas hati. Dia pun terus menyewa sebuah helikopter di Genting Highlands dan terus ke tempat kemalangan. Dia melanggar pemandu feri yang telah bertukar menjadi Ultraman itu.

Pemandu feri itu terkejut dan terus bertukar menjadi pemandu feri semula lalu terhempas ke jalanraya. Pemandu feri itu pecah. Pemandu lori sangat takut melihat kejadian itu. Dia meminta maaf dari emak saya. Dia menghulurkan tangan ingin bersalam. Tetapi emak saya masih marah. Dia menyendengkan helikopternya dan mengerat tangan pemandu lori itu dengan kipas helikopter. Pemandu lori itu menjerit "Apaan Lu!" dan jatuh ke bumi. Emak saya menghantar helikopter itu ke Genting Highlands. Bila dia balik ke tempat kejadian, dia terus memukul pemandu lori itu dengan beg tangannya sambil memarahi pemandu lori itu di dalam bahasa Inggeris.

"You better watcha up. Ten times more plus ten times, twenty times i beat you always."

Pemandu lori itu tidak dapat menjawab sebab emak saya cakap orang putih. Lalu pemandu lori itu mati. Tidak lama kemudian kereta polis pun sampai. Dia membuat lapuran ke ibu pejabatnya tentang kemalangan ngeri itu. Semua anggota polis di pejabat polis itu terperanjat lalu mati. Orang ramai mengerumuni tempat kejadian kerana ingin mengetahui apa yang telah terjadi. Polis yang bertugas cuba menyuraikan orang ramai lalu dia menjerit menggunakan pembesar suara, "Semua butuh minggir". Orang ramai terperanjat dan semuanya mati.

Selepas itu emak saya mengajak saya ke pasar untuk mengelak lebih ramai lagi yang akan mati. Di pasar, emak saya menceritakan kejadian itu kepada penjual daging. Penjual daging dan peniaga-peniaga berhampiran yang mendengar cerita itu semuanya terkejut dan mati. Magic sungguh. Saya dan emak saya terus berlari balik ke rumah. Kerana terlalu penat sebaik saja sampai di rumah kami pun mati.

Itulah kemalangan yang paling ngeri yang pernah saya lihat sebelum saya mati.



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Ardour of Admiration (AoA)

Salam,


Today is my real fucking day. Big shame. I was very annoyed. It was really embarrassing when everybody laughing at us in front of a big audience when we couldn't answer their simple question.

It seems, I don't know anything about my project. I'm truly don't know what is wrong with me lately. I lost my concentration and motivation toward my job. My English is also getting worsen. I admittedly know about my project but I couldn't express it in English very well. It was really humiliating. Besides that, my nervousness is becoming my real fucking enemy. When you standing in front of a big audience, then your nerves temporarily suspend and your brain is slowly shutting down, then you're surely don't know what to do or what to respond. You'll lost your concentration.

Well, I'd tried to overcome this weakness for many years since I was studying at IIUM and now it comes haunting me again. I'd suffered a lot because of this problem. If you notice from my writing, I'm pretty sure there are a lot of grammar mistakes here. I tried to solve this recurrent problem but I think it just useless somehow. I'm very tired to think about this anymore. English is not new for me though. I was always used it during my study at IIUM, but after leaving IIUM, I got stuck with it. It's really embarrassing when graduated student from an international institution cannot speak well. I can write well but I can't speak well. I mean to express something even my idea in a standard multi-national company, it is very hard. Honestly speaking, it really worries me. However, I know that I need a lot of practice to overcome this drawback. Owh God, please help me.



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Ardour of Admiration (AoA)

Salam adik2..


Just another series of dummy theme...Hari ni sahaja dekat dgn enam jam straight aku spent for searching and modifying theme. Rasa membazir pulak. Kalaulah masa tu boleh undur, xpe gak. Ingatkan dapat cari theme yg lawa skit untuk ganti yg lama nyer. But, last2 jumpa theme ni. Bukannya cantik sgt pun theme ni (memang xcantik pun), tp kira oklah kalau nak dibandingkan dgn theme2 yg lain...Sekali tgk tu mmg nampak macam sial, tp lama2 tgk ok gak rasanya. Alahai susahnya nak cari theme yg cantik. Kalau ada pun dah ramai org ambil. Nak blogging pun jadi tawar hati. Geram betul aku dgn photobucket ni. Ingatke bolehlah guna background tu selamanya. Sungguh aku kecewa sangat2, tp terpaksalah terima hakikat ni..Hakikat yg bakal memusnahkan hobi blogging aku. Anyway, aku pasrah dgn ketentuan ini. Dahlah malas nak difikirkan lagi..Sekian dulu.


Ok, tenkiu.

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Ardour of Admiration (AoA)

Salam,

Saja nak kongsi dengan koran semua. Ayat2 ni dipetik dari www.iluvislam.com from Fizahsabri
Editor:afdhal87



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Apabila semuanya serba tidak kena dan tidak menjadi, dan kita tidak tahu apa lagi yg harus dibuat, ingatlah..kita masih boleh bersandar kpd Dia Yang Maha Mengasihi

Apabila hidup ini diselubungi kegelapan, semuanya menjadi silap, maka carilah sinar itu dari Dia Yang Memberi Cahaya

Apabila dibelenggu masalah sedangkan tiada sesiapa pun yang mahu mengambil kisah,
ingatlah pada Dia yg tidak pernah melukakan hatimu. Dia Yang Maha Adil

Apabila hati terluka dan kesakitan itu menumbangkan kudratmu, jangan berputus asa kerana Dia melihat segala-galanya..

Apabila lemah tidak bermaya sedangkan perjalanan masih jauh perlu diharungi, carilah kekuatan itu dari Yang Maha Perkasa

Apabila hidup ini dirasakn seperti beban, segala-galanya goyah, bangunkan semula kota semangat itu dengan keyakinan bahawa itu adalah iradat-Nya..

Apabila jalan di depan digelapi kelam mendung sedangkan tiada sesiapa di sisi sudi menemanimu, carilah jalan lurus itu dari Dia,yang menjadi satu-satunya panduan hidup

Apabila semua orang di sekeliling tidak mahu mendengar suara dan keluhanmu, jangan kecewa kerana Dia Maha Mendengar

Apabila miskin dan papa,kita terperangkap dalam kesempitan, ingatlah kepada Dia Yang Maha Kaya..

Apabila kita dalam kedukaan sedangkan tiada tempat untuk melarikan diri,
mengadulah kepada Dia Yang Maha Esa

Apabila keseorangan dan kedukaan itu seperti tiada penghujungnya, serahkan dirimu kepada Dia..satu-satunya tempat yang boleh digantungkan harapan nyata.

Apabila parut lukamu dicederakan lagi,hatimu dicakari kebimbangan, ingatlah bahawa Dia sentiasa bersama orang-orang yang sabar!



Bandicruz San
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Ardour of Admiration (AoA)

Salam,


Now i know where to go
I'm not following the crowd
but theres so many faces staring at me
I'm not going with the flow
I've gotta wave goodbye and say hello
to unfamilliar circumstances

Oooooh
I'm gonna start believing in myself
Its up to me and no one else
Im feeling

This could be the start of something
I can feel my heart is jumping
Want to walk but cant stop running
I cant stop running

Good to be a part of something
Once upon a time was nothing
This could be the start of something
This could be the start of something good

Lifes a b****
lifes a mess
its tryna find your way its not so easy
Its not the way it looks on TV

I'm fully clothed
But still undressed
Like i'm walking on the highest wire
without a safety net below me

Oooooh
Ain't another place i'd rather be
Listen to the voice inside of me
That's shouting

This could be the start of something
I can feel my heart is jumping
Want to walk but cant stop running
I cant stop running
Good to be a part of something
Once upon a time was nothing
This could be the start of something
This could be the start of something good

Good to be where i belong
Its just so good to belong
Maybe this time is the one (time is the one)
Maybe this time is the one time ive been waiting for too long

This could be the start of something
I can feel my heart is jumping
Want to walk but cant stop running
I cant stop running

Good to be a part of something
Once upon a time was nothing
This could be the start of something
This could be the start of something good



Bandicruz San
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Ardour of Admiration (AoA)

Salam sejahtera,


Nyanyikan ku gemuruh di irama
Melewati hamparan hati
Ku menanti sejuta suara
Yang memanggilku serikandi

Di pasak maya pada
Akan aku gegarkan
Embu azimat nan sakti
Dan bercurah awanan
Akan aku luruhkan
Menitis emas menghujan

Ku serakkan tautan kiambang
Sebelum ku jejaki gelombang

Jika tak ku temu kekuatan
Ku ratib semangat kebangkitan
Lautan bergelora
Tidak gentar ku rempuhi

Pelayaranku, biar tenggelam tak melara
Perjuanganku, sinarnya membelah samudera
Sinarnya membelah samudera

Cahaya lantera yang ku bawa
Mengharungi perjalananku
Lindungi dari badai prahara
Tetap bertahan sanubari

Ku serakkan tautan kiambang
Sebelum ku jejaki gelombang

Jika tak ku temu kekuatan
Ku rabit semangat kebangkitan
Lautan bergelora
Tidak gentar ku rempuhi

Pelayaranku, biar tenggelam tak melara
Perjuanganku, sinarnya membelah samudera

Jika tak ku temu kekuatan
Ku rabit semangat kebangkitan
Lautan bergelora
Tidak gentar ku rempuhi

Pelayaranku, biar tenggelam tak melara
Perjuanganku, sinarnya membelah samudera
Perjuanganku, sinarnya membelah samudera.


Bandicruz San
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Ardour of Admiration (AoA)

Salam,

It was irritating and shocking me a lot last time I saw my blog. Owh my God, what had happened to Booty (I used to call my blog with this name). Poor Booty. Seems it has been fucked up..huhu. It took me only a second to know what exactly happened to Booty. I know it must be photo bucket which did this. I was using their services to render Booty background image. I thought it was for free. But, after all it was really suck. Very annoying and disgusting, isn't it? BTW, I should think how to fix it somehow or maybe it is the time to change to another theme. Unfortunately, until recently speaking I'm not really free. Well ya if only I can, I really want to but, talking to time being (not time machine okay) seems it's impossible. ah...the only God who knows how busy I am currently...huhu. There are lot of works out there need to be settled down. Moreover, I really like my current theme. Can you my dear readers help me fix it? Without my current theme, I think I cannot continue blogging anymore. Perhaps, you all should know, my current theme so far give me spirit and passion to continue my writing. It really boost my zeal whenever I feel down to write. So, without it, I'm afraid it will gradually diminish my charming hobby. So, if you wanna hear more something from me, you all should help me fix it, otherwise this is last update from me.


Bandicruz
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Ardour of Admiration (AoA)

*dipetik dari blog TentangCinta


Salam,

JODOH pertemuan Tuhan tentukan. Setiap orang ada pasangannya masing-masing. Ada yang mendapat jodoh ketika berusia awal 20-an, dan tidak kurang juga yang sudah berusia 40-an baru berpeluang bergelar isteri.

Namun usah berasa tertekan untuk berkahwin hanya semata-mata kerana desakan keluarga atau kerana melihatkan teman-teman sudah berumah tangga. Membina rumah tangga perlukan banyak perhatian dan perhitungan dan tidak boleh tangkap muat saja.

Pernikahan itu satu amanah dan perkahwinan itu kewajipan. Hidup sebagai isteri tidak sama dengan hidup ketika sendirian. Ada perkahwinan membawa bahagia, tidak kurang pula menjadi di sebaliknya. Ada perkahwinan berdasarkan suka sama suka atau diatur keluarga. Memang tidak mustahil bagi seorang wanita melamar lelaki. Tetapi lamarannya itu biarlah dilakukan dengan bersopan supaya tidak pula dikata orang perigi mencari timba.

Lamaran begini memerlukan jasa baik ahli keluarga dan biasanya melalui saudara mara yang lebih tua dan dilakukan secara tidak langsung namun bersopan dan teratur. Bantuan orang tengah yang dipercayai diperlukan untuk mencari jodoh yang salih khasnya mereka yang mengetahui lebih dekat tentang latar belakang lelaki yang menjadi calon suami.

Dalam Islam harus kepada seseorang perempuan melamar seseorang lelaki yang dilihatnya sebagai seorang yang salih. Melamar di sini bermaksud menyatakan hasrat hati kepada lelaki berkenaan dan memintanya supaya meminang gadis itu. Kita disarankan memperbanyakkan membaca Surah Yusuf.

Dalam zaman serba mencabar ini ramai wanita sebaya saudari masih belum berumah tangga. Namun begitu usahlah terburu-buru untuk mengejar dan mendapatkan sesuatu yang belum diberi restu.

Usahlah risau dan runsing. Allah lebih mengetahui kerana Dia yang mencipta segala-galanya. Jika sudah tiba jodoh pertemuan, saudari akan berkahwin juga. Ada orang cepat jodohnya dan tidak kurang pula yang lambat. Sementara itu banyakkan bersabar dan berdoalah kepada Allah semoga dipercepatkan pertemuan jodoh anda itu.

Dalam pada itu, memohon agar Allah SWT memberikan jodoh orang yang baik (soleh) memang digalakkan. Di samping berdoa, mintalah bantuan ibu bapa agar dapat mencari pasangan yang sesuai. Tindakan ini adalah lebih baik daripada mencari sendiri demi mengelakkan fitnah dan maksiat.

Untuk mendapatkan pasangan suami yang beriman, boleh dilakukan dengan beberapa pendekatan. Antaranya menunaikan solat hajat dan memohon suami yang soleh daripada Allah SWT. Membanyakkan bacaan doa; “Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku kurniakanlah kepada kami isteri (atau suami) serta anak-anak yang menjadi penyejuk mata hati kami dan jadikanlah kami sebagai ikutan kepada orang-orang yang bertakwa.”


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Ardour of Admiration (AoA)

Assalamualaikum w.b.t


Saper ada baca newspaper semalam? Our government is slowly telling us the bad news after a series of falsifying report. Yesterday, the Human Resources Ministry says 45,000 Malaysians could lose jobs over the Chinese New Year period alone! Last night, one of German business forecaster told the economy in 2009 will be bitter than 2007. What does it means to us? How far the truth of this, nobody knows. While it is good the government is beginning to come clean on the current situation, it is still trying to convince us that the situation is under control. Dr S. Subramaniam said that, as of Jan 12, 14,000 workers from various sectors lost their jobs because of the world economic slowdown, but there were some 15,000 job vacancies in various sectors registered with the ministry. Truly, still the Department Minister beats around the bush about people losing jobs temporarily and factories closing down business - also temporarily! - sound frightening, isn't it?...especially those fresh graduate?kuakuakua...

The MEF says up to 400,000 Malaysians will lose their jobs by end of the year. In Singapore alone, another half a million Malaysians will be jobless as the republic buckles under the economic slowdown. If so, we are into times worse than 1985 or 1998.

So, what should we do, huh? Where the economist? Pikiq2 la kawan. We gotta do something. Jangan sampai dah menjadi barah baru sibuk nak cari penawar. But for me kan, I personally think it is the right time for us (i mean our government) to launch a "Buy Malaysian Products" campaign. But it is necessary for the government to show that it really cares for the people by beginning to provide direct financial support to the people. Jgn pulak hangat2 tahit angsa. The Taiwanese, Chinese and Australian governments have done similar thing. Singapore pun is likely to follow this fucking suit (hehe) and looking to dip into its national reserves.

Rising unemployment should be our main focus for now. Forget awhile our lapuk domestic news in KT. It's clearly that PAS won..hehe, padan muka abg Jib. No more dispute about it okay. Now let our focus on how to solve our economic. Aku pun actually tumpang seram dgr berita ni. Yelah kerja dengan swasta ni bila2 pun boleh kena kick-off...huhu...Our impotent government, under false impression that things are under control, should immediate work out viable and relevant economic stimulus to help the country's economy and not react last minute to a severe downturn. ~tp kan kalau nak tukar government pun aku rasa xde masalah kot, sebab crisis dalaman kerajaan skang ni pun sebenarnya lebih parah daripada keadaan economy skang ni.

Economic decentralisation remains a viable option to allow state governments more resources and freedom to work on their respective state economy.


Bandicruz.
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Ardour of Admiration (AoA)

~Batu Berendam, somewhere in Malacca. Monday, January 19, 2009. 1756.


Salam and may God bless you all the times.

Hopefully you all my beloved readers in the pink of health just like me now...and be happy always okay. Well honestly speaking, I don't know what to write here even a piece of single idea, nothing...kosong, blurrr..burrppp....blurr seblurr one of my friend, one-din yg selalu mengacau malam2...hehe...sori din..ntah, maybe sebab penat kot...baru balik kerja je sebenarnya ni..but feel wanna write something. Fuss, really blur bro. FYI, I'm so busy nowadays and I think day by day my hobby of writing becomes diminishing... macam fade away je. I don't know when all of this suffer will end. My frenz, maybe I will share something with you all today. Last night, I read one of article in TIME magazine (lama dah xbaca magazine ni...huhu...bz beb...tapi, lepas ni mmg dah x nak continue lagi subscription, cukuplah setakat ni. Kalau korang nak tahu, TIME ni antara penyumbang terbesar kepada yahudi laknatullah. Chief editor TIME sendiri pun yahudi) about the U.S president-elect Barack Hussein Obama. One of his words is so dazzle my eyes. You wanna know what? Well, his words is quite charming, I guess. Here I will quote his words. Hopefully it will give you some degree of sense just as I felt it when I read it last night.

"They were willing to put all they were and all they had on the line — their lives, their fortunes and their sacred honor — for a set of ideals that continue to light the world: That we are equal. That our rights to life, liberty, and the pursuit of happiness come not from our laws, but from our maker. And that a government of, by, and for the people can endure."


Bandicruz
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Ardour of Admiration (AoA)

Assalamualaikum w.b.t.


~Saturday, January 17, 2009.


Undeniably, the more modern and advance we are, the more complex we are getting with it, isn't it? So, let share something about it. Well, I wanna ask you something, what do you do when you get tension or stress even boring? How do you handle this kinda stuff? I guess, some of you maybe read the Quran and some of you maybe just listen to the soft music, right? Anyway, no wonder people do everything to soothe their stress and cozy their life. So do I. For that reason, I wanna share something with you all guys today. When life is getting more complicated with all the crazy problems, give some time for ur mind to relax is a must. For me, usually I do it by listening to some instrumental or new age music. Who can guess what is my faveret songs? One of my favorite playlist is Yanni's Album - In My Time (1993).

Then for soothing tension, this is one of the best albums I’ve heard . The songs are beautifully played on the piano with orchestral backup, no vocals. You can use the music to add some soothing color to your drive to work, transforming your commute into a special experience and making road rage a thing of the past. These songs have a calming, contemplative, uplifting quality that’s great for stress reduction.


"This was the kind of album I've been wanting to make for years, a clear and honest album that would be consistent in its mood. I wanted the audience to feel the human being behind the music. One human being to another" -Yanni-

Jom pakat dengar ramai2 ye...


Bandicruz.
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Ardour of Admiration (AoA)

Teman
Aku kembali membuka lembaran sehelai kertas
Mencoretkan sedikit warkah
Berbekalkan tinta nan basah
Ditemani gerimis yang turun nun jauh dari angkasa
Dan berbekalkan irama shahdu dari corong radio...

Teman
Izinkan aku memulakan bicara
Bicara bisu dua hati yang berbeza
Yang kini sedang mekar di pintu hatiku
Mengusik-ngusik kotak mindaku
Menganggu ketenangan jiwaku...

Teman
Masihkah dikau ingat lagi
Suatu ketika dahulu
Tatkala hati ini meretak
Dek saat kesedihan meratap-ratap serta mencarik-carik
Akan pemergian insan lalu
Saat kasih sayang didambakan
Lantas dikau hadir menjelmakan diri...

Hadirnya dikau
Cukup membahagiakan diri ini
Menceriakan hari-hari seterusnya
Mengungkapkan hilai tawa di hati gersangku
Dikau berjaya membuatkan daku kembali tersenyum
Meniti hari-hari mendatang bersama si dia yang setia menemani
Ah, bahagianya hidup ini...

Teman
Masihku dikau ingat
Di suatu malam dikau berbicara
“Dia jangan lupakan kita ya. Bagi kita, dia adalah lelaki yang amat memahami perasaan kita”
Suatu pujian dilontarkan ke telinga ku
Aku sedikit terharu
Mengapa? Mengapa?

Namun kini,
Aku telah memulakan kembali dunia hidupku
Berada di suatu tempat yang baru
Bertemankan suatu panorama yang indah
Ku sangkakan tiada lagi insan yang ku akan temui di sini
Ku sangkakan tiada lagi cinta yang akan bersemi di sini

Namun
Aku silap
Kerana di suatu saat
Aku terpandangkan suatu bayang
Bayang seorang wanita yang selama ini kudambakan
Wanita yang meletakkan agama itu di atas
Membatasi segala-galanya
Wanita yang bicaranya tiada tersasul dengan kata yang sia-sia
Dan wanita itu…
Ah sukar bagiku untuk bayangkan dengan kata-kata
Sungguh, tiada kata yang dapat mengungkapkan perasaan ini

Kini
Bayang wanita itu kian mendekat ke arahku
Aku dijadikan tempat bergantung hidup
Aku dijadikan pelabuhan untuk berkongsi cerita
Cerita duka
Cerita tawa
Dan segala macam cerita lagi

Tapi
Bagaimana dengan hati itu?
Hati yang selama ini menemaniku
Di saat aku berduka
Di saat aku kecewa
Berdosakah aku?
Membuatkan hati itu terus menanti sesuatu yang tiada pasti
Aku keliru
Mengapa aku tiada perasaan buat hati itu?
Tiada?
Adakah aku pasti?

Aku keliru
Adakah aku ada menyimpan perasaan buat hati itu?
Aku tidak pasti
Bagaimana aku harus mencintainya
Seandainya aku tiada mengenali hati itu dari dekat
Bagaimana aku harus menyayanginya
Seandainya lebuhraya kehidupan aku bersama dia masih samar
Samar dalam kegelapan

Maafkan aku duhai hati
Aku tiada bisa meneruskan perasaan ini buatmu
Aku tiada mahu kau merana di suatu masa nanti
Seandainya kau kehilangan aku
Aku sendiri tiada mampu memberikan kau apa-apa
Kerana diriku ini masih serba kekurangan
Carilah dan tempuhilah perjalanan hidupmu itu
Persiakan aku di sini
Kerana aku rasa bersalah buat dirimu
Maafkan aku seandainya selama ini aku membuahkan segugus harapan di hatimu
Maafkan aku kerana membuatkan kau terluka
Aku mendoakan agar ada seorang insan
Yang bakal menjemputmu
Dan membawamu ke lembah kebahagiaan
Yang kekal abadi
Maafkan aku kerana tiada bisa menerimamu

Ketahuilah
Aku tiada mampu bersamamu
Kerana aku dan dirimu
Tiada suatu masa hadapan yang dapat menjamin cinta ini terus bersemi
Lebih baik kau kehilangan aku kini
Daripada kau kehilangan aku di suatu masa nanti
Maafkan aku duhai hati…

Kepada wanita itu
Wanita yang meletakkan agama itu mengatasi segala-galanya
Aku menginginkan kau setia
Andainya aku insan yang kau pilih buat menemanimu
Aku menginginkan kau jujur
Dalam perhubungan ini
Kau sendiri pernah berkata
Di suatu masa nan lalu
“ Saya ingin mengenali awak dengan lebih mendalam”
Kan ku simpan kata itu
Sebagai bukti andainya cinta itu bersemi
Suatu saat nanti
Akan ku luahkan segala yang tersimpan di hati kecilku
Dan aku jua ingin mendengar apa yang tersimpan di hati sucimu
Kerana itu adalah janji yang telah kita pateri
Sedikit masa lalu

Di malam ini
Aku kembali menulis
Menulis bicara buat dua hati
Dua hati yang terpaksa ku pilih
Sukar bagiku untuk semua ini
Ku hanya mengharapkan sekalung kemaafan
Buat satu hati yang kini kecewa kerana ku
Maafkan aku
Aku menghargaiku kehadiranmu
Tapi
Aku tiada bisa bersamamu
Dan tiada bisa menerima cinta sucimu
Aku mendoakan kebahagiaanmu
Maafkan aku

Kepada satu hati lagi
Terima kasih kerana sudi hadir dalam hidupku
Aku menghargai semua ini
Semoga kau bahagia di sampingku

Ketahuilah
Sukar bagiku untuk semua ini


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Ardour of Admiration (AoA)

Salam sejahtera....

Bertempat di Mid Valley Megamall, 3th floor, sekali lagi career carnival julung-julung kali diadakan. Kali ini dijangkakan seramai 10000 pengunjung serta peserta dari pelbagai ceruk peringkat lapisan masyarakat (mostly yg masih tanam buah anggur tu yg masih2 lagi xberbuah...hehe...sori, xbaik mengata orang kan..ataupun yg sekadar dtg untuk menyibukkan diri, menyerabutkan keadaan serta menyusutkan fikiran pengunjung lain) particularly fresh graduate lah, akan berkunjung ke carnival ini...but those yg ada experience tu still become the first priority of many companies to hire them. So kira advantage lah korang yg dah ada working experience ni. Carnival ini akan berlangsung selama 3 hari kalau xsilap ye, yakni bermula Friday 16hb ni sehinggalah Sunday, 18hb nuh. Carnival ini rasanya melibatkan hampir 100 syarikat terkenal dan juga yg kurang terkenal dari seluruh pelusuk negara. So datanglah beramai2 ye. Jgn lepaskan peluang ni pesanan dari khidmat masyarakat Bandicruz San.


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~Hatiku sedih melihat manusia khususnya umat Islam sekarang ni. Mereka serba-serbi terbiar. Tiada yang benar-benar mahu menjadi penyelamat. Kalaupun ada yg hendak menjadi penyelamat, namun ada sesuatu di sebaliknya. Keihklasaan yg didamba agak sukar untuk ditemui. Penyelamat yg ditunggu tidak juga sampai-samapai, mereka tetap terbiar. Sungguh mereka kepenatan menunggu dan menanti. Menanti dengan penuh kehampaan. Ada juga yang ingin menjadi penyelamat namun terlalu jahil dan dungu, lemah serta tidak tahu caranya. Masalah manusia tidak juga selesai-selesai. Ah, malang sungguh nasib mereka. Manusia ni ada pelbagai jenis. Ada yg fakir, yg miskin, yg papa kedana...kehidupan mereka semua sungguh tidak sempurna dan terurus. Dek kerana ketidakmampuan mereka untuk menguruskan kehidupan mereka sesempurna mungkin, maka berbagai-bagai jenis penyakit dan kesengsaraan terpaksa mereka deritai. Siapalah yg tidak mengidamkam kehidupan normal. Kehidupan seperti manusia2 yg lain yg lebih bernasib baik. Tiada yg sudi untuk tampil membela dan memikirkan keadaan serta nasib mereka. Tiada siapa yang mahu mempedulikan mereka.


~Ramai di kalangan mereka tidak kenal tuhan dan tidak mempedulikan tuhan. Tidak ada siapa yang mahu dan hendak menyampaikan risalah ketuhanan kepada mereka. Mereka ketandusan nur-Ilahi. Kalau ada pun yang datang berdakwah kepada mereka lebih bermotifkan politik atau tentu ada tujuan tertentu untuk kepentingan sendiri. Maka agama mereka tetap terbiar. Mereka tetap kehilangan tuhan. Kerana kehilangan tuhan, maka hilanglah kasih sayang sesama manusia. Bilamana hilang kasih sayang sesama manusia maka berlakulah bermacam-macam hasad dengki, hina menghina, kata-mengata di sana sini. Lantas lahirlah fitnah-memfitnah, jatuh-menjatuhkan, dan mementingkan diri semata-mata. Maka pelbagai krisis, pergaduhan dan peperangan berlaku di kalangan manusia. Lebih-lebih lagi tidak ada siapa pun yang datang menjadi pendamainya. Ada penguasa-penguasa dan orang-orang kaya menindas dan menzalimi yg lemah dan x berupaya. Mereka ini melakukan sewenang-wenangnya dengan kekuasaaan dan kekayaannya. Namun tidak ada pun tangan-tangan besi yang dapat serta mampu menghalangnya. Maka bertambah rakuslah mereka ini. Kalaupun ada tangan-tangan yang hendak menghalangnya namun tangan yang lumpuh. Justeru penindasan dan penzaliman tetap bermaharajalela.


~Ya Allah, aku memohon maaf kepada-Mu Tuhan kerana tidak dapat menjadi pembela atau penyelamat. Janganlah kerana kemiskinan dan tidak sampainya risalah Islam kepada mereka aku dipersalahkan dan jangan pula seluruh kesalahan mereka dipertanggungjawabkan ke atas bahuku. Sungguh aku tidak berdaya menanggungnya. Aku memohon maaf dan ampun di atas kelemahanku ini Tuhan. Oh tuhan, janganlah Engkau bertindak ke atas diriku yg lemah ini.



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Tubuh itu mengingatkan daku
sebatang pinang di desa sepi
kurus dan tinggi
ketika ribut besar
pohon sekitarnya rebah terkapar
dan pohon pinang tegak menanti
sinar mentari pagi

Demikianlah gadi kecil itu
kurus seperti sebatang pinang
bertahun berulang-alik melalui
penjara kawat duri menemui
ayahnya yang bertahun pula sendiri
menentang tiap penderitaan
tabah dan beriman.

Gadis kecil itu mengagumkan daku
tenang dan senyuman yang agung
dengan sopan menolak pemberianku
'saya tak perlu wang, pak cik,
cukuplah kertas dan buku.'

Usianya terlalu muda
Jiwanya didewasakan oleh pengalaman
tidak semua orang mencapai kekuatan demikian
ketabahan yang unik, mempesonakan.
Bila aku menyatakan simpati dan dukaku
rasa pilu terhadapnya

sekali lagi dia tersenyum dan berkata:
'jangan sedih, pak cik, tabahkan hati
banyak anak-anak seperti saya di dunia ini.'

Aku jadi terpaku
dia, si gadis kecil itu menenteramkan
mengawal ombak emosiku
jangan sedih melihat derita pahitnya.
Alangkah malunya hati seorang lelaki dewasa
yang mahu membela manusia derita terpenjara
menerima nasihat supaya tabah dan berani,
dari anak penghuni penjara sendiri?

Sepuluh anak seperti dia
akan menghapuskan erti seribu penjara.


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Ardour of Admiration (AoA)

Salam,

Kita tidak dapat merasai nikmatnya sebutir nasi,sehinggalah kemarau tiba dan tiada nasi untuk dimakan.Kita tidak sedar betapa nikmatnya gigi yang diciptakan sehinggalah gigi kita semuanya luruh.Kita tidak terasa pun nikmat tubuh badan yang sihat,sehingga kita jatuh sakit dan merengek-rengek kepada Tuhan:

"Tuhan,aku sakit..."


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Ardour of Admiration (AoA)

Salam sejahtera.


Artikel ini dipetik dari blog ustaz Mazlee. Semoga Allah merahmati beliau.


Gaza, the hidden truth, the silent cry.


Much of what is said about Gaza is myopic and without historical context. Israel, despite the condemnation of the international community (the USA administration excepted), constantly justifies its hideous crimes on the grounds of self-defence. Those who never engage with the root of the Israel-Palestine conflict and its history are very easily led to believe that the Israeli assault is a response to the rockets launched from Gaza by HAMAS.

Butchering civilians is nothing new for the Israelis. How can one forget the atrocities committed by the Zionist terrorist organisations Irgun, Haganah and others before Israel was created. Could anybody forget Deir Yassin, where in 1948 more than 200 hundred Palestinian civilians, mostly women and children, were killed by Zionist terrorists, who later became members of the Israeli Defence Force (IDF). How can anybody forget the 17,500 dead – almost all civilians, most of them children and women – in Israel's 1982 invasion of Lebanon; the 1,700 Palestinian civilian dead in the Sabra-Chatila massacre; the 1996 Qana massacre of 106 Lebanese civilian refugees, more than half of them children, at a UN base; the massacre of the Marwahin refugees who were ordered from their homes by the Israelis in 2006, then slaughtered by an Israeli helicopter crew; the 1,000 dead of that same 2006 bombardment and Lebanese invasion; and the frequent assaults on Gaza since 2005, in which almost all the victims were civilians?

The question one should ponder is: when did Israel ever abide by international law and UN resolutions if they were not in its favour? It never cares about the Geneva Convention, or the Universal Declaration of Human Rights. Now Israelis justify their crimes by blaming enemy fighters for taking shelter behind civilians, when the known facts and evidence of witnesses indicate this is not the case. More than 40 people, mostly children and refugees, were killed in the Fakhoura School run by UNRWA, but, despite the statement by the UN officials on the ground about the non-existence of militants in the school, every Israeli spokesperson who appears on the media keeps repeating the lie.

Condemning HAMAS for being a peace hating and terrorist organisation which rejects any peace proposal is far from the truth. Anybody who has followed the conflict since the very beginning will be aware that HAMAS was ready to renew the truce with Israel that ended on December 2008 on condition that Israel ended the siege and opened the borders. What they received in return was the brutal attack from Israel. And this was not the first time that a truce had been proposed by HAMAS and turned down by Israel. Since 1994 HAMAS has repeatedly offer of a truce which Israel has stubbornly rejected. Moreover, since 2004 HAMAS has three times observed a truce that Israel never respected.

What has HAMAS received in response? The free elections that brought them to power in 2006 has never been respected by Israel. The Palestinians were punished for their choice, and their sovereign government was boycotted not only by Israel, but by the USA and EU. Half of their cabinet ministers and 44 of their members of parliament were captured and detained without trial in Israeli prisons. Moreover, Israel denied Palestinians the taxes collected on their border. Palestinian women and children were detained in Israeli prisons and denied their basic rights behind bars. Since June 2007, after the failure of a coup d’état attempt by a group of mafia supported by Tel Aviv, the Gazan people have been imprisoned in their own country. Gaza became a huge prison with all the land, air and sea borders sealed by Israel. Any countries that tried to establish relations with Gaza were threatened by the USA. Gazans were denied food, petrol, goods, medicine, and contacts with other people all over the world. Electricity was cut off and the supply of water was controlled by the Israelis. Even before the recent Israeli aggression there was a humanitarian crisis which was created by Israel.

In such a situation any people would fight for their freedom and their rights. What has really been happening in Gaza is a struggle of the oppressed against their oppressor. If somebody came to your house to kill you, your children, your wife and your parents, would you stand still or fight back? If you fought back, and the aggressor killed you in the act of protecting yourself, would others blame you for such an act of self-defence? Let us stop blaming the victims. What the Israelis are doing now is the act of a terrorist state, worthy of the Nazis.

For a fair judgement of the situation in Gaza, let us tune in to al-Jazeera and other alternative media and listen to what is really happening on the ground rather than listening only to the Israeli apologists in the mainstream media. Let us read what Fisk, Pappe, Finkelstein, Chomsky and other peace loving journalists, including the non-Zionist Jews, have to say about the true face of Israel. Or maybe we should start to listen to the Israeli soldiers who have resigned, the 'Refusniks', who oppose the killing of Palestinians and call for dialogue with HAMAS. It is time the civilised international community freed itself from the lies it is forced to swallow by the pro-Israeli media.



Maszlee Malik,

Tutor and PhD researcher

School of Government and international Affairs,

University of Durham, UK.



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0116, Tuesday, Jan 06, 2009.


Salam dan selamat malam,


"Israel seized control of high-rise buildings and attacked houses, mosques and smuggling tunnels as it pressed its offensive against the Gaza Strip's Hamas rulers on Monday, while the U.S. joined a stream of countries pushing for a cease-fire."


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The fucking beast Israel laknatullah sedang mengganas...up to this blog was posted, at least 620 people telah terkorban...the formal figure as reported by mass media...but, what about informal figure, the exact number, I mean? Nobody knows...yg xrasmi I guess maybe lebih drpd itu...mostly innocent children and women who are not capable to protect themselves...dan sehingga blog ini ditulis pun, tentera Israel laknatullah sedang bersiap sedia utk memasuki jalan darat dengan bantuan jet pejuang, helikopter dan bedilan mortar yg xhenti2 ke arah Palestin...so, what is our action, is it enough for us to just sit down and hear more and more news?...so pathetic...saya bkn nak menyalahkan sape2...tp kita semua lah yg should be blamed, including myself....ntahlah betul2 buntu memikirkan apa tindakan rasional yg patut kita lakukan...ada yg kata malas nak fikirlah..bz dgn kerja and life, ada yg kata xde masa lah and so on....to many reasons bloat...nak pergi hantar para pejuang pulak, owh terlalu byk risikonya...takut satu hal...takut kita pun terheret sama dalam kancah perang, takut ekonomi kita kena sekat dan takut kerana kita adalah penakut....,nak buat perbincangan dgn OIC....owh helo, tolonglah kawan...it just not more than wasting our time...or maybe you should know OIC is acronym for Oh I See...persidangan demi persidangan dibuat but no resolution come out...our local media pulak kurang memaparkan isu ini...asyik dgn politik lapuk domestik je...ntahlah our life has been surrounded by dead and impotent environment...kita sendiri di Malaysia ni mmg begini...dibesarkan dgn environment mcm ni, maka jadilah kita mcm ni...kita xde rasa skitpun perasaan terhadap saudara seagama kita yg sedang dibantai dan dibunuh kerana kita jauh daripada mereka dan kerana kita sdg enak dan lena di atas sofa atau tilam kita yg lembut...

......sbb xkena kat kita sendirilah kt jd kurang sensitif isu ini...kalau dah terkena kat diri sendiri barulah kita tahu, betapa azab dan sengsaranya perang itu....bukan nak mendoakan agar kita kena serang jauh sekali utk menjadi ancaman kpd mereka, tp itulah hakikatnya yg terpaksa kita terima dan bayar...sebab kealpaan dan kelemahan kita, maka umat Islam terus ditindas...

Very sad, but what can we do?....nothing, right? We are too weak to fight with them...not because we don't have any sophisticated military equipment nor because we are too small in number, but because we don't have strong faith in our heart...our brotherhood and sisterhood solidarity in Islam is just a simply armchair....~it just a merely forlorn hope...nothing we can do. The only one thing we can really do is boycott all their products...don't afraid if our economy will be affected a little, but small action of ours will lead to downturn their economy in mass and do not forget to pray for our brothers and sisters who are in war right now..God bless and help them, hopefully they'll safe in the battlefield..al-Jihadul fi Sabilillah.. and for those already gone, smg Allah merahmati roh mereka dan ditempatkan ditempat para syuhada....


Jahanam Israel laknatullah...




Bandicruz San.

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~2237. Thursday, Jan 1, 2009.


Salam sejahtera dan hepi new year. Smg tahun baru ni akan lebih bermakna berbanding tahun2 yang sudah. Hari ini xkerja. Cuti sempena new year. Petang tadi aku tidur sepetang penuh. Nak kata penat, rasanya xdelah penat sangat. Bermula lepas zuhur sampailah dekat2 maghrib baru aku buka mata...badan kepenatan tp terpaksa lekas2 solat asar sebelum terlepas. Seusai beri salam, azan maghrib berkumandang di corong radio, lantas dibangkitkan diri ini utk mengerjakan solat maghrib..hehe macam dalam novel je ayat aku ni...

Sementara menunggu masuk waktu isya', aku baca quran. Dah lama xbaca quran. Rasa sayu dan hiba sgt2 apabila ayat2 Allah dibaca..Sesudah baca quran, aku on cd player dgr bacaan quran dari Syeikh Masyari. Rasa sayunya hidup ini. Ntahlah sejak dua menjak kebelakangan ini hati jadi mudah tersentuh..selalu jadi xtenteram. Rasa rindu pada mak ayah kat kampung semakin menjadi2. Dalam lebih kurang pukul 9 tadi aku cuba call mak. Tp xde jawapan. Xde orang angkat. Hati jadi gundah-gulana. Mungkin xde orang kat rumah..cuba untuk mententeramkan perasaan ini. Nak kata mak ayah dah tidur, xkanlah dah tidur. Tp maybe betul jugak. Mmg tak nafikan mak ayah mmg tidur awal. Biasanya selepas solat isyak, lampu dah dipadamkan. Sudah menjadi kelaziman tinggal di kampung2..


2117,

Kawan sebelah rumah datang. So, terpaksalah layan diorang. Padahal mood untuk melayan mmg xde, tp terpaksalah pura2 buat muka manis layan mereka. 3 orang semuanya. Dua berasal dari Tanjung Malim, Perak dan seorang lagi dari utara, Penang. Teman satu tempat kerja. Mereka semua baik. Cuma xtahan berkawan dgn mereka kerana dialek mereka yg cukup pekat. Semua bercakap guna loghat utara...sedangkan aku pula sudah terbiasa dgn loghat pantai timur...skit2 dgn bahasa K.L...bahasa luar lah katakan....Tp semua tu tak menjadi masalah sangat pada aku. Masa belajar dulupun dah terbiasa dengar loghat utara ni...so it's no a big deal.

Lebih lurang jam 2145, mereka pulang. Ah, lega rasanya. Diorang sebenarnya datang nak ajak aku keluar. Kuar makan2 serta lepak2...al-maklumlah cuti...esok kitaorg still cuti lg. Off day. Alasan aku bg sebab rasa xsedap badan. Setelah diorang pulang, rasa sayu dan sedih tadi bertandang lagi...Knplah dgn aku ni. Aku mesti lakukan sesuatu untuk membuang perasaan ini. Yeah, something must be done to stop this feeling.

Apa aku nak buat malam ini. Rasa nak bermadah je malam ni. Belum sempat on komp, dapat panggilan dari kakak. Mula2 terkejut jugak. Datang rasa xsedap hati...kenapa dia call?...namun still answer jugak. Owh, lega apabila dia sekadar bertanyakan khabar aku je...ingat ke something xelok telah berlaku. Jawapan aku cukup hambar..pudar serta palsu. Aku xmahu menyusahkan orang lain menceritakan ttg perasaan aku skang ni. Kakak ke-4 daripada 8 orang adik-beradik. Kerja kat Pahang. Amat jarang dia call aku melainkan ada benda2 mustahak nak dibagitau sahaja barulah no dia akan kuar kat skrin phone aku.


2237,

Blog ini mula ditulis...


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Kenapa kita harus bersedih? Soalan yg cukup lazim. Asal nama manusia yg ada perasaan, pasti tak akan terlepas dari perasaan sedih ini. Setiap orang pasti dalam hidup mereka akan merasai kesedihan. Kesedihan datang tidak diundang, perginya pulak memang diminta. Ke ade sape2 kat luar tu mmg sengaja minta perasaan sedih ini?

Sebenarnya xde gunanya bersedih. Jangan bersedih, kerana qadha' telah ditetapkan, sesuatu yg ditakdirkan telah terjadi, pena-pena telah mengering, lembaran2 catatan ketentuan telah pun dilipat, dan setiap perkara telah pun ditetapkan. Betapapun, kesedihan still tidak dapat mendahulukan atau mentakhirkan kenyataan yang terjadi, dan tidak juga mampu menambahkan atau mengurangi apa yang telah ditetapkan. So it's just useless.

Xde guna bersedih, kerana kesedihan itu hanya akan mendorong kita untuk menghentikan putaran roda zaman, menyelubungi matahari agar tidak terbit, memutar jarum jam kembali ke masa lalu, seolah berjalan ke belakang, dan seolah mengembalikan aliran sungai ke sumbernya semula. Kesedihan itu juga umpama badai yg merosakkan cuaca, membuat air bah di mana-mana, mengubah cuaca di langit dan merosakkan keindahan bunga-bunga yang sedang mekar di taman.

Orang yg bersedih itu bagai sungai, muaranya di laut dan mengalir ke laut kembali. Kesedihan itu juga diibaratkan sebagai seorang wanita yg mengurai pintalan tenun yg kuat pintalannya, juga diibaratkan sebagai seorang yg menulis di atas air dengan tangannya...(ek apa ni...macam mengarut je...betul ke tak apa yg aku tulis ni...lantaklah, xde sape2 pun nak baca....huhu).

Janganlah bersedih lagi, kerana usia kita yg sebenarnya adalah kebahagiaan dan ketenangan hati kita. Justeru, jgn habiskan usia kita dalam kesedihan, jgn biarkan malam-malam kita dalam kecemasan, jangan kita tukarkan kebahagiaan dengan ketakutan, dan jangan pula kita mensia-siakan waktu yg masih tersisa ini kerana sesungguhnya Allah tidak menyukai orang2 yg mensia2kan waktu. So, renung2kanlah ye.

Sekian dulu madah pujangga daripada Bandicruz San. All rights reserved.


Bandicruz. 2310.

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Ardour of Admiration (AoA)

Salam semua,

Masih belum terlambat untuk aku mengucapkan salam maal hijrah kepada kalian semua. Smg kalian semua dipanjangkan umur, dimurahkan rezeki dan ditetapkan iman. Sebenarnya aku tgh kebosanan ni. Malam ni xde benda or kerja nak buat. Semua benda xmenjadi kerja. Rasa nak membaca something tp asyik buka tutup buka tutup buku je, mcm nilah dari td lg. If read pun asyik duk ulang baca benda sama je...

Malam ni xmacam malam2 yg lain, rasa sunyi sgt2..rasa rindu kat bonda di kampung...tetiba je...risau t'ingatkan bonda kat desa tercinta. Agak2nya dia tgh buat apa skang ni. Mcmmna condition dia. Dah makin baik ke mcm dulu lagi. Kalau aku call pun bukan dia nak bgtau perkara yg benar, asyik duk kata doh tak apo doh...doh tak apo doh, jawapan yg mmg dari awal2 lg dah boleh expect...ntahlah ingat2 kalau sempat, hujung minggu ni rasanya nak baliklah kejap...jenguk2 dia. Kesian kat dia. Semakin hari semakin tua, membilang usia..Ah tiba2 rasa mcm nak menangis jer...honestly speaking, dah bertakung dah pun air mata ni..Ah pergi mampuslah kalau ada org nak kata laki2 xmenangis pun...oklah, dah xleh continue lg ni. Sebak. Out.


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~1830, Monday, Somewhere in Malacca.


Salam semua,

Continue pasal yg hari tu okay. Keduanya, they have to fight against security companies. As fraud techniques evolve, so do security systems designed to prevent users from being affected. But until very recently, antivirus protection systems were fighting against a factor that was impossible to control: time.

When a virus took months to spread across a country, reaction time was not a fundamental problem. But the Internet has allowed viruses to spread at incredible speeds, and classic protection systems are no longer viable.

Viruses, spyware, key loggers, phishing… Each of these threats represents a serious danger that has created the need for new protection systems. Obviously the best thing would be to have an expert on hand all the time to differentiate between good and bad code, and so, in this virtual world, we can also virtualizes these experts.

Teknologi securiti hari ini membolehkan kita utk detect when we are suffering the consequences of malicious code. Given that these codes will always carry out a series of typical actions, these actions can be detected with sufficient time to stop the malicious program. This means that even if the program is unknown (ie, a traditional antivirus cannot detect it), it is possible to prevent the consequences of this program.



Bandicruz.

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Assalamualaikum w.b.t to all of you.


~2315, Thursday, 25 December, 2008.


Sampai K.L kira2 dalam kul 2am by car for Krismas holiday. Driving from Melaka took lebih kurang 4 jam. So tired. Driving alone. Bertolak lebih kurang kul 10pm lebih. Sampai K.L, tumpang bilik kawan kat UIA (junior). Pukul 4.30 pg pulak, pergi amik abe Arif (anak sedara) kat Hentian Pudu. Beliau dtg K.L sempena Krismas. He still studying at Pahang matriculation. Mmg dah plan dari awal2 lg. Tp initial planning nakgi Genting, namun memandangkan keadaan diri ini xberapa mengizinkan, terpaksalah tukar plan asal. Org suruh tunggu kat plaza tol Gombak, tp mcmna dia boleh tertidur. Blame someone is something enjoyable..hehe. Ah, sedak kata kat org. Kalau aku pun rasanya boleh tertidur jugak. Biarpun keadaan diri xberapa baik, dahlah penat pun xhilang lg drive dari Melaka namun terpaksa juga gagahkan diri utk pergi amik beliau.


~1124 pagi,

Bertolak dari UIA ke Putrajaya. Ni 2nd time aku datang sini. Dah byk berubah. Masa dtg dulu, byk lagi bangunan yg xsiap and still dalam process development. Kat sana, sempat jugak bergambar. Yang xbestnya aku xde camera, so terpaksalah bergambar dgn camera handphone. Kualiti mmglah xsehebat digicam, tp kira oklah. At least ada jugak gambar utk kenangan.

So, kat ruangan ini aku nak kongsilah dgn korang2 semua antara gambar2 yg sempat aku amik masa kat sana utk kenangan lepas2 ni...saja nak kongsi jek. Nak bagi jealous kat korang semua yang masih belum sampai kat Putrajaya. Pesanku, ada masa nanti, kunjungilah. Panoramanya sungguh menakjubkan. Putrajaya is a truly awe-inspiring.

Gambar dirakam dgn Nokia N73.









Actually, ada byk lagi aku nak letak kat sini tp sbb connection pulak putus2 membuatkan aku feel down nak post lagi..dahlah mata ni pun dah rasa pedih. Semalam baru sampai sini, pastu pergi amik abe Arif lagi...and hari ni seharian kat Putrajaya...penat betul.. and then connection pulak meragam...dissapointed...guna wireless kat UIA ni. Ingat kan service dah okay, rupa2nya still mcm dulu lagi. Xde perubahan pun..huhu sedey..

Oklah, till then jumpa lg next time soon. Bye.

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Salam to all of u readers,

~1715, December 21, 2008, Somewhere in Malacca.

Last night around 0247, i got a phone call from my friend told me that our group team database has been took over by someone (hacker probably). The total damage has not yet been classified.


~Today, 0902, December 22, 2008.

I was told by our project manager with high degree of confidence that half of our data has been compromised. Its all about the new project codename WINGS2 that will be launching next week. I was really shock and panic for a moment since we have to submit the final draft the day after tomorrow (Dec 24). Initially rasa nak report kat authority about this thing. But, unfortunately it seems that is just to no avail. Nothing will going to change indeed. Nobody ain't to come forward to claim responsible for that. All we have to do is to retrieve the data back before it was too late. Celaka betul sape punyer kerja ni. Orang xtido 2-3 malam straight nak siapkan benda alah ni (some kinda programming). Dia senang2 je nak rosakkan kerja org. Lantas terdetik di hati rasa nak balas balik. Rasa rugi xbelajar betul2 dulu mcmna nak hack system computer orang lain. Bukan nak menuduh tp aku rasa aku tahu sape punye angkara durjana ni..

I was wonder why it took so damn easy to hack our database (breaching our security is impossible i thought) since we have very tight firewall on and a bundle of security level but it still not ample enough to stop hackers from intruding into our system. What a silly mistakes. Very ashamed huhu. Security macam sial. Sori abg Bad (our security programmer) lie terpaksa mengutuk sbb abg Bad terlalu ego. Skang tgk apa dah jadi..


~2028, December 24, 2008.

Tomorrow, Christian devotees will be celebrating Christmas. Merry Christmas to them. When talking about the Internet and the associated technology, it is quite common to talk about cyberspace, a parallel universe, virtual and intangible, in which everything that exists in the real world can exist through a cable. Modern technologies have enabled the creation of this digital world in which any experience is possible.

We are surrounded by devices that can enable everyday activities to be carried out on the Web. Work, personal relations, business, leisure... there are few activities in 2008 outside the scope of the Internet. Perhaps we could demand that technology advances towards the transmission of physical senses beyond simply sight and hearing. Smell, taste and touch have not really been explored to complete our sensory experience in the way that, say, home cinema caters for our audio and visual senses. I don't believe we'll have to wait long in this area, in particular with respect to touch. The pornography industry will soon make its move in this direction, as gradually everything ends up having its counterpart on the Internet.

However, more sinister aspects of real life are also bridging the digital divide. Cyberspace is adopting not just the positive advances of humanity, but also the most negative aspects of our society.

Many experts would date the start of personal computing on a massive scale back to 1981, with the introduction of the first IBM PC systems. And along with the popularization of the PC came computer viruses. A wave of malicious code saturated systems. Although even infections that were then considered disastrous gave little insight into what would happen some years later, when the Web became a mirror of the real world. If at some time viruses were considered the first form of cyber life, this life form has evolved at a dangerous rate.

The authentic creators of malicious code initially created viruses as a hobby, and now they are genuine professionals earning serious sums of money. And how is it possible to earn money with a virus? If we continue to understand the concept of a virus as it was some years ago, evidently there is no financial return. Destruction for the sake of destruction, propagation of malicious code as an objective in itself has no benefit to anyone. Nevertheless, a small twist in the creation of the code has started to make this a profitable economic activity.

The shift from real to virtual life is also affecting malicious code. The creators of malware are now showing an interest in cyber crime. Illegal activities are now as much a part of the Internet as e-commerce, the sale of concert tickets or online newspapers. Take the following example. A user visits a web page and a window appears asking for her consent to install small program (spyware). According to the web page, this is a special content viewer. In reality, this program will spy on the user's Internet movements so that the adverts displayed on certain sites coincide with her lifestyle. Advertising agencies will charge more for this targeted advertising, bearing in mind that as they know the habits of the person, they know they are a potential client of the advertised product.

In this case the user is being robbed, even though she doesn't realize. Her privacy when using the Internet has been invaded, she is no longer anonymous. And although many Internet users will not feel this is important, it is just the first step.


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Letih wei..., lama xnaip...

The next step is clear. If a programmer can spy on somebody's Internet movements, why not go one step further and spy on online banking operations? On banking websites users enter login details and passwords which if known would make theft a simple task. A key logger registers keystrokes and sends them to a hacker. Quick and simple: another victim of fraud.

Malware creators already know that they can get money out of users… so now they need more. And that's what they will do, despite the obstacles we put in their path, as the amount at stake is considerable. Firstly, they will try to trick users into ‘voluntarily’ revealing the information they need. Phishing is oriented towards using subtle tricks to get users to send their details to the fraudsters who then use them to access bank accounts, etc. From simple e-mail passwords to credit card numbers, cyber crooks will try to entice the less-informed and more vulnerable users to fall for their scams.

Ah, letih menaip bang kak oi. Gilos dekat 2 jam lebih aku menaip benda ni. Xsedar. Rasa bazir masa pulop. Tgk2 masa dah dua jam aku spent utk blogging. Stop dulu lah. Tp xpe, leh improve lg english aku. Okay, sambung lg next time. Btw, ni baru part 1. Part 2 akan bakal menyusul xlama lagi. Nantikan kemunculan part 2 ye. Btw, sedap menulis ni. Mmg minat aku menulis ni, cuma selalu je xberkesempatan..ok ya, c u again.


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Bandicruz.

Salam semua,


Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift.

When the door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at the closed door that we don't see the one which has been opened for us.

The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with, never say a word, and then walk away feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing until it arrives.

Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they'll love you back! Don't expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart but if it doesn't, be content it grew in yours. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone, but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

Don't go for looks; they can deceive. Don't go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to bright your days. Find the one that makes your heart smile

There are moments in life when you miss someone so much that you just want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real!

Dream what you want to dream; go where you want to go; be what you want to be, because you have only one life and one chance to do all the things you want to do.

May you have enough happiness to make you sweet, enough trials to make you strong, enough sorrow to keep you human, enough hope to make you happy.

Always put yourself in others' shoes. If you feel that it hurts you, it probably hurts the other person, too.

The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way.

Happiness lives for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have tried, for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss and ends with a tear. The brightest future will always be based on a forgotten past, you can't go on well in life until you let go of your past failures and heartaches.

When you were born, you were crying and everyone around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die, you're the one who is smiling and everyone around you is crying.



~Bandicruz San~

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~Sunday, 23 Nov 2008, 1255. Cybercafe Mahallah Bilal, IIUM Gombak.

Salam sejahtera,

I wanna share something with u all. I got this from email forwarded to me a couple weeks ago. I found it very interesting to read and share. If we ponder what she (the writer is female) wanna telling us, we'll find something incredibly exciting. Have a fun reading it.


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When you analyze the language of Mahathirism, you find that it is a language of oppression and lies. The majority of Malaysians do not subscribe to Mahathirism, simply because Malaysians are for the most part a caring, loving and generous people. Mahathirism and Malaysians just don't gel; it's like mixing oil and water together.

Malaysia and Malaysians are not racist. Certain Machiavellian politicians just want us to think that we are so that they can divide, conquer and rule the rakyat by playing the race card. Malaysians want to be united. Malaysians want their children to play, laugh, learn and grow up in peace together. Malaysian boys want to date Malaysian girls (and vice versa) regardless of race, color or religion. If practitioners of Mahathirism continue to rule Malaysia, can Bangsa Malaysia ever become a reality?

Here's a solution: Incorporate the following ten simple yet powerful phrases in your daily communications and teach them to your kids too:

1. ‘I'm wrong’

2. ‘I'm sorry’

3. ‘You can do it’

4. ‘I believe in you’

5. ‘I'm proud of you’

6. ‘Thank you’

7. ‘I need you’

8. ‘I trust you’

9. ‘I respect you’

10. ‘I love you’

It's surprising how these simple phrases can make such a positive difference in our relationships, when used on a daily basis.

I'm convinced that if we Malaysians start incorporating these ten simple yet powerful phrases into our daily conversations, a truly united Bangsa Malaysia will become a reality, sooner than later.

To all Malaysians: I'm sorry if I'm wrong. I'm proud of you. I believe in you. I need you. I respect you. I trust you. I love you. Thank you.

You can do it.


Bandicruz San
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Salam pd kengkawan semua,


Dah lama aku xupdate blog. Bkn apa, actually terlalu sibuk dgn projek fyp2. Life jadi tak tentu hala. Scattered. Dulu kata kat zamir, then now aku lak yg kena..huhu..But, now alhamdulillah lah because everything' gone. Report, presentation and poster semua settled. Thanks God. For those who impatiently waiting for my latest update, I'm sorry for all the inconvenience.

Xtahu nak goreng modal apa. But I've something. Guess what? Well, I just checked my e-mail. then I was startled with the new appearance of my gmail. Wow, i shouted spontaneously for the first time I'm looking at...hehe, that what exactly I'm looking for several months ago; how to change gmail themes.. Then now, here I got... I know that is not a big deal to everybody, but for me it's so exciting, ah doesn't care what people gonna say, lantaklah...Thanks google. I love google.

Google just rolled out a new feature in Gmail — Themes. This has been talked about for quite some time, and you can tell they have been working hard on it. The themes available to be installed on your account are truly beautiful, and I’m positive this have a significant impact on both user retention and even new users.

There are tons of themes to choose from — they range from a theme that looks like you are using a terminal application to ones that change throughout the day like some available for iGoogle. There is currently no way to create your own themes (without using something like Greasemonkey), but since they are allowing people to create iGoogle themes now, I don’t see any reason why they can’t do the same with Gmail.

To add themes to your Gmail, click on “settings” in the top right corner, then select the “Themes” tab. From there, you can simply click the themes you want to try out, and you’re done.

What do you think of the new themes?


Bandicruz San
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Liah pada hari pertama beli digicam zamir ~kepenatan yg teramat sgt.



Inilah wajah sebenar Pudin. Gambar dirakam setelah dia pulang dari tugasan 'dating' nya.



Yie a.k.a Nazri, one of my best friend. Kini bergelar seorang ustaz dan mengajar di salah sebuah sekolah di hulu Kelantan.



Agon, my roommate suatu ketika dahulu. Kini tidak lagi sebilik dengannya.



Zamir, untungnya mu grad dulu dari aku. Meninggalkan aku terkapai2 keseorangan di sini. Ishk..ishk..



Hari terakhir aku pakai baju ni sebelum ianya pergi buat selama-lamanya.



Detik bersama Pudin.



Kenangan bersama Zamir tepi tasik UIA.

Definitely the holiday focus is going to be on Windows 7.

I just wanna share something with all of you guys out there, especially those who are like Windows Vista like me...Last night some of friends went to lowyat, still remember lowyat plaza? They told me that people were all talking about the next generation of windows. ~a program designed to improve PC quality. (if you look at screenshot, it looks like windows vista but with a little improvement) It has been widely speculated, though never confirmed by Microsoft, that Windows 7 will ship around mid-year, in time to be on machines that ship for the 2009 holiday season.

Kenapa Microsoft cuba nak hide kan perkara ni. Jawapan dia ni aku temui dalam surat khabar the Sun. Kebetulan masa lepak bilik kawan semalam, terbaca newspaper. Inilah antara petikan ayatnya kalau aku xsilap..tp better korang check baliklah..aku pun xsure sgt mcm ni sebiji ke ayat dia, tp rasanya ye kot,

"Microsoft has avoided a public commitment on a shipping date for Windows 7, trying to avoid the PR hit that would come from missing a deadline. The official word from the company is that Windows will ship within three years of the January 2007 consumer release of Windows Vista. The company has said that it will ship a beta version early next year".

Btw, sama2lah kita nantikan kemunculannya ye okay. Kalau korang semua nak tahu, lepas ni semua series of windows akan menggunakan nombor, xlagi dgn nama...e.g windows 7, 8, 9, 10 until lah microsoft decides dah xnak release any version of windows lagi..or they wanna change to another name...

Comment from latest news..


~ada sape2 baca berita semalam n hari ni pasal Syeikh Muzaffar, our astronout yg dikatakan mengumpulkan RM1.2 juta utk series motivational talk jelajah negeri dia tu ...wow, i said, but then here is my comment...~


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Credit where credit's due - the man has done us proud for being the first malaysian in space so lets not put him down. However, I do think he needs to engage a professional publicist to talk to the media on his behalf because daddy obviously isnt doing a good job gabbing away like that.

Not everything about Malaysia is laughable and not everything about Malaysia's achievement should be trivialised, folks! ~kalau korang nak tahu lg, better baca sendirilah kat newspaper tu. Aku pun malas sgt nak mengulas benda2 mcm ni. Just wasting my precious time je.


p/s: memang dah lumrah manusia. xkan lepas dari dikatakan org. betul pun org kata, salah lagilah org kata. Kalau yg dikatakannya tu sedap didengar xpe jugak, ni sebaliknya...sabar ajelah.


Bandicruz San.
Sunday, November 09, 1850.

Sunday, November 09, 2008 ~Mahallah Uthman, IIUM Gombak campus.


Assalamualaikum w.b.t

Wednesday, Nov 05, 0912 -

Ziarah kawan sakit kat hospital Selayang. His condition in agony state. Crushed in an accident at KM2, Lebuhraya Kesas if I'm not mistaken. Kawan lama yet our relationship still strong. Got this news from another friend of mine.

While at hospital's lobbyroom, I was talked with some of his relatives about him. How did he get such a terrible accident. One of them told me that this guy was deserved for all of this and when I asked them why, the reason is he drove at 140km/h and failed to control his motorcycle before hit the road divider and struck with another car coming in front at the opposite way. Pity on him. But, I do recognize him very much. We've been friend for long time. I know his from secondary school when we were studying together at MML...or ada sape2 dak2 MML yg kenal dia, zamisham, budak aliran sastera iktisas.., asal Pasir Hor tp menetap di KL. His habit is to race at busy road. But not at the calm road. He always told me that he want challenge and how he gonna get his satisfaction is by driving at crazy speed in the middle of the busy road. Such a very frantic and weird habit one of my friends ever had. But now....wallahu'alam (I'm not praying for his dies, but looking at his condition and if only I can talk freely I wanna say it's much better for him to 'go' rather than suffer a lot like that).


Friday, Nov 07, 2212.

I was wondering while people act strangely or even dangerously only because they wanna get satisfaction or chasing happiness. What kinda of satisfaction this? I dont really understand why this can happen. If you guys say that we dont have faith/ iman inside of us then in this case I dont believe it because I know my friend more than you are. We ever been a close friend long time ago. As far as I know and concern him, he has strong faith in his heart. This is not his nature. But, episode turned tragedy when he and his brother had an accident 8 years ago and bacause of that, his brother died. He really felt guilty and strongly believed that the accident was happened bacause he was not good at driving and because he was too afraid in the congestion road after having a trauma of past accident and since that date he hate so much of being afraid and dont want to be afraid anymore and tried to get rid of this by doing this fucking crazy remedy. He also believed that's the only way he can heal his soul and wanna redeem 'revenge' his past fault. He totally changed after that tragedy.


Humans have long engaged in a debate of nature versus nurture, a dilemma with undertones of fate versus freewill. Are you the person you are because you were born that way or because of the world in which you've been brought up?

Salam pada kawan2 semua...hai setelah agaknya dua bulan meninggalkan blogesphere ni, kini ban muncul lagi...kali ni dengan versi lepas final exam...padat dgn pelbagai rempah ratus pengalaman manis masam serta pahit semasa dalam tempoh pra, in the middle and post exam...nantikan ye debut nye seawal bulan 12 ni...hehehuhu...

The colors don't necessarily represent each blogger's personal views or biases. It's a reflection of their linking activity. The algorithm looks at the stories that bloggers linked to before, relative to all other bloggers, and groups them accordingly. People that link to things that only conservatives find interesting will be classified as bright red, even if they are personally moderate or liberal, and vice-versa.


p/s: never relates to any political bias or whatever...msg kepada kawan di luar sana tu yg terlalu obsess dgn warna hijau ni...pesananku dont be too greenophobia...hehe..

It is okay to be stupid and it is okay if you are stupid; but don't transfer and inflict the people with your disease, dear mdm X. We were not born yesterday and we were not blind and without brains. We know why and we understand the phobias, paranoia and frustrations of the reality and facts that were in the campus domain. We can differentiate stupidity and lies with intelligible knowledge and facts.

0705, Sunday, September 7.


Salam,

Maybe kawan2 semua nak tahu, IE sekarang dah makin bengong la, patutlah dalam mag IT yg aku selalu baca kata yg IE bussines share ni dah makin menurun, dalam erti kata lain makin dah xlaku...plus pulak dgn kehadiran browser baru dari Google sendiri yg sedang hangat diperkatakan org skang ni, Google Crome namanya diberi, and then kalau dah stable Google Chromium pulak akan menyusul, skang pun dah ada but pre-release ni agak unstable. But, it's open source software anyway. When it's open source based software, it means for non-commercial product, free for all users, bukankah itu satu idea yg bagus kan? So, kat sini aku nak pesanlah kat korang semua, marilah kita semua sama2 memboikot IE...hehe...gunalah Firefox ke Google Crome or even Opera pun xpe as ur default browser (promote skit). Takpun, guna Safari ke...pun free gak, but yg ni mmg aku rekomen sgt2...Aku pun dari dulu lagi guna browser ni. Xcaya, cuba try sendiri...Korang mesti tahu kan Apple technology leads IBM based PC at least 3 years ahead. Moreover, font rendering technology Apple ni the most advanced, so far xde lg company web browser yg mampu challenge Apple. Means that, font yg kuar kat browser korang tu almost exactly same dari original source. Bright and more clear. But, the main problem dgn Apple's product ni expensive lah skit. However utk sape2 yg mampu tu xde masalahlah. Utk browser ni, it's free ok. Jgn salah faham lak. Aku ni mmg dah lama impi nak pakai Apple based computer, but until now masih tak berkemampuan...ishk2...huhu.

Anyway, dua malam lepas aku dapat mesej dari seorang kawan, kata yang dia ada problem open my blog dgn IE, xleh access; ada error. Mula2 tu aku xberapa kisah lah sangat. Ingat kan maybe connection xberapa elok or maybe some minor error, namun rupa2nya aku sendiri pun xleh open dgn IE...still xkisah lagi...but seems it berlanjutan ke suatu tempoh yg agak lama barulah aku realize it.

Aku ni sebenarnya xnaklah hendak hentam-menghentam IE ni; tak elok. Lagipun, Islam sendiri pun tak ajar amalan camni, but apparently, when my 'kepentingan' aku skit terjejas and terkesan dgn silly mistakes serta kebodohan IE ni yg mana aku fikir tak sepatutnya boleh berlaku pd giant company like Microsoft ni (well, actually korang mesti nak tahu apa problem sebenarnya kan? My blog cannot be opened with IE after adding some script...huhu...html error code 4243: undefined shit error code, so aku jumped to conclusion utk attack IE. Mmg dah lama tak attack meng'attack" ni. I know it's not a big deal, but after we getting used to on something, it's tough for us after it suddenly broke...

em, talking pasal Google ni, maybe Google really does have something here — in just two days, they have leapfrogged Opera in market share (not to say IE lah), and have their eyes set on bigger fish. I would have thought that Google’s foray into the browser market would have taken a bit more time to develop, but it seems that adoption has been extremely rapid. According to TechCrunch, one of the most website yg aku selalu visit, most users are coming from Internet Explorer, not Firefox. Padan muka IE.

Microsoft must be worried, or at least they should be — imagine how embarrassing it would be if Google begins to dominate IE in short order, and Microsoft continues to lose search market share regardless how hard they try.

I would be interested in hearing your honest opinion on Chrome — personally, I have made the switch, and I am definitely not looking back. It’s everything I need, and nothing I don’t. It’s so important for newly launched services and applications leave a good taste in the mouths of early adopters — unfortunately, that is usually an extremely hard thing to accomplish. So jgn lupa ye tinggalkan komen anda kat ruangan chat box kat sebelah tu okay.

As a solution and recommendation, my blog can be best viewed with Safari, Firefox, Opera or Google Crome or any other web browsers in the world except the sucking one, IE...huhu.



Sekian dulu, ngomen pagi2 ni. Till then, jumpa lagi next.