On My Own
Finally! I signed jugak a contract with Jaringanku Enterprise (to be part of sub supplier of web design on the net) (tukar bisnes lak..nak belajar berniaga jual website kat tenet lak), last Tuesday (September 2, 2008). I told my friends, my senior staffs and to all yg ada kaitan dan bersangkut paut dgn bisnes sebelum ni; jual tahit mata...hehe...about my decision last Monday. They already talked to me about it, even some of them a little bit argued...and ada jugak yg xpuas ati, but I just do dunno je...huhu. I know that they love me to release me, tulah grad awal dari aku. Padan muka korang semua. But they recieved it anyway. Sorry lah PuDin, LiAh and ZaMir (my eX-roommate), I have to choose my life. Lagipun korang semua pergi dulu tinggalkan aku. korang pergi tinggalkan aku keseorangan. I cannot be too dependent to you all guys and you all have to understand it. My time's coming. And I have to choose way of my life.
It's been hard on my part...of course I know it will also be hard on them considering the current situation in our team..konon-konon satu team lah ye. Well, I'll definitely miss all of my friends there. I don't wanna be sentimental about this... I wanna focus on what's ahead... But a part of me REALLY wants to stay... (forget the praise, honour or whatever they call, forget that I hate my job, forget that I won't have room for growth in my current team). But if I would think this way...I KNOW that sooner or later I will also REGRET the opportunity, the challenge ahead, the chance to make new friends as well.
May God continue to guide me in whatever endeavor I pursue from here on out. I need it... The strength to move on...finally... ON MY OWN! My way certainly.
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